Long A** Flatline - 150 Days

[MusicMan89]

Hey Guys!
So I'm 150 Days in (a few relapses due to HOCD.) First off, I know this is working so far. Here's what I've seen:
- Mind Fog almost completely gone
- HOCD is getting more manageable everyday (Straight escalated to gay porn)
- Morning Wood is back (FEELS AWESOME!)
- Mood swings are fewer and far between
- Depression is also letting up.

Now here is my problem, my libido is still non-exsistant. I believe this feeds my HOCD a little bit, because I'm not really horny towards girls right now (which I had been very much so in the past.)I have a new girlfriend, and I haven't broken this news to her yet (I will soon.) And truthfully, all I want is to feel horny again towards real women. I would literally give my left nut to have my libido back. I've tried M'ing to touch alone and it's not happening (sensation is getting better though!) I care a lot for this girl and I really want nothing in the world more than to be able to have sex with her.

- Last gf, I got it up and lost it right before going in (PIED)
- Used Cialis, got it up, but wasn't really horny and felt sort of foreign
- New gf, used Cialis, wouldn't even work at all (I'm hoping a deep flatline.)

Any thoughts/advice?

Thanks, guys! Here's to awesome future boners!

 

[Yuri]

Hey Guys!
So I'm 150 Days in (a few relapses due to HOCD.) First off, I know this is working so far. Here's what I've seen:
- Mind Fog almost completely gone
- HOCD is getting more manageable everyday (Straight escalated to gay porn)
- Morning Wood is back (FEELS AWESOME!)
- Mood swings are fewer and far between
- Depression is also letting up.

Now here is my problem, my libido is still non-exsistant. I believe this feeds my HOCD a little bit, because I'm not really horny towards girls right now (which I had been very much so in the past.)I have a new girlfriend, and I haven't broken this news to her yet (I will soon.) And truthfully, all I want is to feel horny again towards real women. I would literally give my left nut to have my libido back. I've tried M'ing to touch alone and it's not happening (sensation is getting better though!) I care a lot for this girl and I really want nothing in the world more than to be able to have sex with her.

- Last gf, I got it up and lost it right before going in (PIED)
- Used Cialis, got it up, but wasn't really horny and felt sort of foreign
- New gf, used Cialis, wouldn't even work at all (I'm hoping a deep flatline.)

Any thoughts/advice?

Thanks, guys! Here's to awesome future boners!

That's an interesting question. When You regain control over your cravings how long it is until you regain your libido.