zarthustra
Member
I'm using this to log my progress on this journey, which I hope will be the bridge to a truly healthy and happy long term relationship that includes great sex.
I began January with a plan to abstain from porn and orgasm. I have not O'ed since sometime in December. During these past few weeks, I viewed some pornographic pics on a couple of occasions, and then I did watch some videos a few days ago when I was especially down. I didn't even get very aroused, so it wasn't super difficult to not O.
Last evening, I had a date with a new lady, Kathy. We've had a few previous dates. Last evening, at the end of the evening, we began kissing for about 8 minutes or so, but it stopped there and I went home. That was because I knew by my low arousal level that sex would not likely work out very well. Not a good feelling!
This is my motivation for giving my best effort to this journey. I want to see if I can restore myself to functioning well sexually, in a positive relationship. As it stands right now, I have my doubts, but I am determined to do what I can do.
Now I am resolved to go with no porn, masturbation, or orgasm (without a partner) for at least 90 days, and see where I am at from there. I plan to stop looking for a partner for these 90 days, so it will likely be no PMO.
I began January with a plan to abstain from porn and orgasm. I have not O'ed since sometime in December. During these past few weeks, I viewed some pornographic pics on a couple of occasions, and then I did watch some videos a few days ago when I was especially down. I didn't even get very aroused, so it wasn't super difficult to not O.
Last evening, I had a date with a new lady, Kathy. We've had a few previous dates. Last evening, at the end of the evening, we began kissing for about 8 minutes or so, but it stopped there and I went home. That was because I knew by my low arousal level that sex would not likely work out very well. Not a good feelling!
This is my motivation for giving my best effort to this journey. I want to see if I can restore myself to functioning well sexually, in a positive relationship. As it stands right now, I have my doubts, but I am determined to do what I can do.
Now I am resolved to go with no porn, masturbation, or orgasm (without a partner) for at least 90 days, and see where I am at from there. I plan to stop looking for a partner for these 90 days, so it will likely be no PMO.