terrence86
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Last week I kissed a girl whom I have been friends with first for years.... I also confessed my love to her and she feels the same..... She is the most important person in the world to me and I am due to meet her again at the end of the week...
I have been crying hopelessly the last night and today as I think this could ruin everything... I havent PMO'd or even thought about it since we hooked up which is 7 days today... I actually think I could be over this addiction no problem being with her...
7 days is already my best record in some time...
The trouble is that starting a relationship she will want sex at some stage and I will be terrified.... I need time to rewire (some 14 years of porn)
I think tonight I am going to finally come clean to someone and talk to a girl I am friends with many years.... I need to admit I have an addiction and be done with it..
Any advise on those of you who came clean to a girlfriend would greatly help me...
Thanks...
I have been crying hopelessly the last night and today as I think this could ruin everything... I havent PMO'd or even thought about it since we hooked up which is 7 days today... I actually think I could be over this addiction no problem being with her...
7 days is already my best record in some time...
The trouble is that starting a relationship she will want sex at some stage and I will be terrified.... I need time to rewire (some 14 years of porn)
I think tonight I am going to finally come clean to someone and talk to a girl I am friends with many years.... I need to admit I have an addiction and be done with it..
Any advise on those of you who came clean to a girlfriend would greatly help me...
Thanks...