28 days clean

steveh66

New Member
OK that's 28 days clean. I didn't say anything earlier as there was nothing to say. Anyone reading this knows the score, you want to know how to reset not hear my life story. Sorry I don't know how to do that yet but what I can tell you right now is how I got to 28 days. First I committed 100% & destroyed ALL traces of porn I had, even my favorite stuff it all had to go, & as hard as i thought it would be, I don't regret or miss it at all. Second Gabes words kept ringing in my ear the message was (....Porn will never satisfy you fully you will always want more....), and he's 100% right. I could have kept banging away until my dick fell off & i'd still want more WTF that is not a happy place to be, I didn't want that anymore. Third I am not thinking about 90 days 100 days whatever i'm thinking what am i going to do now, in this moment. I cant stress how important this bit is for me; I can decide what to or not to do in any given moment. If i'm bored I can go pick up the guitar or read or finish some job or other that needs doing, whatever it doesn't matter, what matters is that in that moment, I DECIDE.. In consequence i'm not feeding my addiction & every time this happens I feel a little bit better. OK that's 28 days sorted so perhaps i'll see you in another 28 days Good luck.
 

savingmysoul

Active Member
Welcome to the Nation my friend - grats on the 30 days.

It is very true that you decide your actions, we all have that power.  WE can be in control of our fate.

Stay strong,

SMS
 

Dharmabum

Active Member
Welcome and congrats, Steven. 

Feel free to share as much as you like.  Whether it be your story or your experience and the wisdom and insight you've gained, we welcome it.

Keep going.  Sounds like you're on the start of a very rewarding journey.
 
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