bowenreboot
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porn has ruined my life, I become so weak without will power, I don?t do work, I avoid responsibilities. I stayed myself away from others in high school, I also didn?t do much work in college. Look at all the classes I took. I stopped socializing with other girls. I don?t know and not notice what their emotions are, because I am so trapped in porn. i have to be honest, I am experiencing erectile dysfunction due to porn. high speed internet porn. I started watching from a long time ago. in my early teens, I remeber that?s like when I first had a computer, and I could go on to the websites and start browsing. I think it?s just so harmful to kids. I think that?s like grade 7 summer. so basically, I really watched a lot of sex materials in two years of middle school, I hangout less and keep myself more secluded. My body gets weak, I got a fracture in my arms. In high school, that?s another three years. I also watched porn for another year and a half till I realize I have to quit now. i can?t have sex. I am impotent due to porn use and masturbation. I have tried a lot of times to quit porn, but I failed every time, and every time I relapse, I would just not care for some days straight. I realize the problem is due to desensitized brain and numbed pleasure. This is already day 6, but I know I will get better. I basically just get zero will power.