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I know it's a bit long text. But please be kind enough to spare some time to go through it and help. Your help is greatly appreciated
My story in brief: I'm 27 yrs old now, Never married, had sex once with my gf (had difficulties in erection, so it also wasn't went well ), so I got an idea to try the reboot.
History
I watched porn since 16 and I was watching lots of videos per week at those times, and I guess I masturbated 5-6 times per week and was addicted to porn. I had wet dreams with physical ejaculations until 17-18 yrs old. But after I'm 23, I watched less porn and payed attention to physical things like real girls but never had sex with them at that time, had a great time being a lover . At those times until I start the reboot, I watched porn about once per week and masturbated about 2 times a week or 4 maximum in some weeks. Random erections in day time have vanished, full erections in bed is regular. Though I wasn't watching porn frequently I had some difficulty to get full erection when I'm masturbating without porn. I have some softness in glans penis so sometimes I feel whether I have an venous leak or not, but I get fully erected of the shaft of the penis.
Sex
My girlfriend and I decided that it's time to have sex for the first time. And it was my first time for the sex too . But sadly, had some erection problems and the sex wasn't went well. First I got an erection under my pants, then half erection when I got the penis out and then it also gone to flaccid when I'm about to have sex. And after that, I hardly tried to get an erection at that moment, and then once I insert my penis to her vagina, the erection just went flaccid.
Reboot progress: At the moment I'm on 60 days out of 90 days of my reboot (without sex, orgasm, masturbation, fantasy).
1st week: No difference felt. No random erections.
2nd week: Get erections just by touching the penis
4th week: No longer get erections just by touching the penis. Had some random erections rarely when I'm traveling by bus.
6th week: Had some random erections frequently when I'm traveling by bus. (I thinks bus's vibratory movements cause this, never had erections I'm traveling through my car though)
8th week: had the first wet dream with physical ejaculation yesterday.
Reboot Issue: Last night I had a wet dream for the first time in many years during reboot and I ejaculated, but I felt that I wasn't ejaculated fully, and since I was very sleepy and horny, just grabbed my penis and masturbated about 5-10 seconds max for the full ejaculation. .. And my problem is should I reset the reboot process and start again from day 1- day 90 ? And won't this physical ejaculations during wet dreams will ever stop? It's very disturbing when you have wet shorts at the night like a kid going through puberty . Any other guidance or information from members are also greatly appreciated.
Many Thanks
My story in brief: I'm 27 yrs old now, Never married, had sex once with my gf (had difficulties in erection, so it also wasn't went well ), so I got an idea to try the reboot.
History
I watched porn since 16 and I was watching lots of videos per week at those times, and I guess I masturbated 5-6 times per week and was addicted to porn. I had wet dreams with physical ejaculations until 17-18 yrs old. But after I'm 23, I watched less porn and payed attention to physical things like real girls but never had sex with them at that time, had a great time being a lover . At those times until I start the reboot, I watched porn about once per week and masturbated about 2 times a week or 4 maximum in some weeks. Random erections in day time have vanished, full erections in bed is regular. Though I wasn't watching porn frequently I had some difficulty to get full erection when I'm masturbating without porn. I have some softness in glans penis so sometimes I feel whether I have an venous leak or not, but I get fully erected of the shaft of the penis.
Sex
My girlfriend and I decided that it's time to have sex for the first time. And it was my first time for the sex too . But sadly, had some erection problems and the sex wasn't went well. First I got an erection under my pants, then half erection when I got the penis out and then it also gone to flaccid when I'm about to have sex. And after that, I hardly tried to get an erection at that moment, and then once I insert my penis to her vagina, the erection just went flaccid.
Reboot progress: At the moment I'm on 60 days out of 90 days of my reboot (without sex, orgasm, masturbation, fantasy).
1st week: No difference felt. No random erections.
2nd week: Get erections just by touching the penis
4th week: No longer get erections just by touching the penis. Had some random erections rarely when I'm traveling by bus.
6th week: Had some random erections frequently when I'm traveling by bus. (I thinks bus's vibratory movements cause this, never had erections I'm traveling through my car though)
8th week: had the first wet dream with physical ejaculation yesterday.
Reboot Issue: Last night I had a wet dream for the first time in many years during reboot and I ejaculated, but I felt that I wasn't ejaculated fully, and since I was very sleepy and horny, just grabbed my penis and masturbated about 5-10 seconds max for the full ejaculation. .. And my problem is should I reset the reboot process and start again from day 1- day 90 ? And won't this physical ejaculations during wet dreams will ever stop? It's very disturbing when you have wet shorts at the night like a kid going through puberty . Any other guidance or information from members are also greatly appreciated.
Many Thanks