NeverSayNever
Member
1st round:32 days
2nd round: about 15 days
During the second round, I actually ended up fucking a shemale escort, and afterwards didn't feel bad about it. Which is really a big deal for me because normally I am an expert in drowning in shame and guilt. So what, it is my money, my dock, my ass... I can do whatever I want to do with that. That being said, still the experience was not that good, not comparable at all to the excitement I get while watching shemale porn.
A week after that(yesterday), I watched PMOd MOd, and still no guilt no shame. Just time to restart aND try again ;-)
2nd round: about 15 days
During the second round, I actually ended up fucking a shemale escort, and afterwards didn't feel bad about it. Which is really a big deal for me because normally I am an expert in drowning in shame and guilt. So what, it is my money, my dock, my ass... I can do whatever I want to do with that. That being said, still the experience was not that good, not comparable at all to the excitement I get while watching shemale porn.
A week after that(yesterday), I watched PMOd MOd, and still no guilt no shame. Just time to restart aND try again ;-)