tomanywanks
Member
Hello people,
the heading means simply this:: porn in something we do more and more of and before we know it, its the main focus of our lives ( it creaps up on us), then we try and find reason after reason and solution after solution trying to find out whats causing all the issuse in our lives but not realising it was porn all along ( it hides).
But now i have found you porn , hiding, i found you and have emabrked on research on why have ended up with such stress.
The first time we ejaclate at about 14 years old its the most powerful and exciting thing that has ever happened to us. Its a complete adrenaline rush and from then on thats what we are looking for, to try and find that fix. So we wank and watch porn searching for that feeling, we use sugar, junk food, emotional attachement and who knows how many other things to find the answer. Unfortunately doing all of these activities leads to adreanal fatugue as well as the effects on the brain.
I have felt fucked for years, been doctors for tests and they say im fine, gave antidepressants and after two weeks felt worse so stopped. So i started to reaseach whats wrong, cut the sugar out, little better, cut junk food and pretty much every other thing i could think of but only felt slightly better. Then one morning after pmo 3 times in a none stop 4 hour session i then went to the coffee shop and i was like a complete zombie. Then it dawned on me, is it porn and masterbation.
Yes it is. It was hiding behind all of my other addictions and was the most powerful of all. I have been 30 days without porn, i have a girlfriend so still ejaculate 2 times a week but fukin hell the difference in my energy. The zombie died inside of me and now i have tonnes of energy. I have only one issue. What the fuck am i gonna do with all this spare time. I was pmo for a good 2 or 3 hours a day for years.
For some reason i have difficulty self motivating and that shows me how i chose porn the fill the gap.
so in my opinion its two things,
1, as a young person we first ejaculate and from then on we look for the same massive rush
2, porn takes hold to cover up any issues we have, in my case self motivation.
so its my mission to use my time and become the man i should be without porn
thankyou to this website and all of you guys you have helped me so much,
the heading means simply this:: porn in something we do more and more of and before we know it, its the main focus of our lives ( it creaps up on us), then we try and find reason after reason and solution after solution trying to find out whats causing all the issuse in our lives but not realising it was porn all along ( it hides).
But now i have found you porn , hiding, i found you and have emabrked on research on why have ended up with such stress.
The first time we ejaclate at about 14 years old its the most powerful and exciting thing that has ever happened to us. Its a complete adrenaline rush and from then on thats what we are looking for, to try and find that fix. So we wank and watch porn searching for that feeling, we use sugar, junk food, emotional attachement and who knows how many other things to find the answer. Unfortunately doing all of these activities leads to adreanal fatugue as well as the effects on the brain.
I have felt fucked for years, been doctors for tests and they say im fine, gave antidepressants and after two weeks felt worse so stopped. So i started to reaseach whats wrong, cut the sugar out, little better, cut junk food and pretty much every other thing i could think of but only felt slightly better. Then one morning after pmo 3 times in a none stop 4 hour session i then went to the coffee shop and i was like a complete zombie. Then it dawned on me, is it porn and masterbation.
Yes it is. It was hiding behind all of my other addictions and was the most powerful of all. I have been 30 days without porn, i have a girlfriend so still ejaculate 2 times a week but fukin hell the difference in my energy. The zombie died inside of me and now i have tonnes of energy. I have only one issue. What the fuck am i gonna do with all this spare time. I was pmo for a good 2 or 3 hours a day for years.
For some reason i have difficulty self motivating and that shows me how i chose porn the fill the gap.
so in my opinion its two things,
1, as a young person we first ejaculate and from then on we look for the same massive rush
2, porn takes hold to cover up any issues we have, in my case self motivation.
so its my mission to use my time and become the man i should be without porn
thankyou to this website and all of you guys you have helped me so much,
