Ontrack Man
Active Member
I've decided to start a journal specifically about this topic because it is something I don't know much about, and maybe we can all help each other, share experiences and all that.
I have another journal which I started when I finally came to terms with the idea that I had porn-addiction, and probably PIED. Now I have begun to accept that HOCD might be a real thing in me. I've acted upon it many times, not feeling really satisfied. So I've decided to reboot completely and let my true sexuality show, whatever it may be.
It's not been hard quitting porn, at least not as hard as I though. It's tougher to avoid the porn-substitutes and such, like erotic movies and online pics. My first serious step to reboot from HOCD is quit the "dating" apps for guys, I haven't had the strength to do it yet. Curiosity always gets the best of me. It's been two days since I've browsed, but I substitute that chatting with guys that gave me their number. It's all meaningless, empty conversations, sex lurking in the background.
Not to healthy for me, right now, at least.
Always glad to read any of your posts. Take care!
I have another journal which I started when I finally came to terms with the idea that I had porn-addiction, and probably PIED. Now I have begun to accept that HOCD might be a real thing in me. I've acted upon it many times, not feeling really satisfied. So I've decided to reboot completely and let my true sexuality show, whatever it may be.
It's not been hard quitting porn, at least not as hard as I though. It's tougher to avoid the porn-substitutes and such, like erotic movies and online pics. My first serious step to reboot from HOCD is quit the "dating" apps for guys, I haven't had the strength to do it yet. Curiosity always gets the best of me. It's been two days since I've browsed, but I substitute that chatting with guys that gave me their number. It's all meaningless, empty conversations, sex lurking in the background.
Not to healthy for me, right now, at least.
Always glad to read any of your posts. Take care!