NeverSayNever
Member
Hi guys,
I am going to Japan for six months for work (leaving next week). I am very excited about this opportunity, but at the same time really scared. To be honest, I pushed for this position because I was in Japan some years back and really loved the girls there and ended up sleeping around a bit even though I stayed about 10 days. Ever since I found out about this opportunity (I knew about it since late last year, but the final confirmation came in March), I have been obsessed thinking of the crazy things I will do over there...the number of girls I am gonna score, the abundance of shemale escorts over there (checking shemale escort sites almost every night, and checking their prices, trying to figure out how much per month I can afford since I am getting a good extra travel allowance, etc...), and stuff like that. After almost two weeks of dancing around that kind of porn substitutes, I finally slipped yesterday and today, and MBed after more than three weeks.
Now what I am worried about is how to stop this negative momentum building up towards my trip to Japan. How can I turn it into an amazing experience rather than end up stuck with crazy hookers/escorts chasing? Career wise, it is a very good opportunity as I am going to do some important strategy shit that I have never done before. I want to turn this into an adventure where I work hard enough, take my running/yoga to the next level, try to date as many "real" girls as possible, etc... and basically use it as a platform to escape the on and off porn addiction lifestyle that I am leading.
Also, I am really stressed because I have to finish tons of things at work, find tenants for my apartment, pack for six months etc. and usually when I am stressed, Ping and MBing become very tempting.
So any tips on the following two aspects are really appreciated:
- how to handle the next one week of stressful time without binging
- how to make the best out of my Japan experience (because in some videos about porn addiction I have heard that getting away from your normal work/life environment can work magic to the rebooting process).
Thank you guys!
O
I am going to Japan for six months for work (leaving next week). I am very excited about this opportunity, but at the same time really scared. To be honest, I pushed for this position because I was in Japan some years back and really loved the girls there and ended up sleeping around a bit even though I stayed about 10 days. Ever since I found out about this opportunity (I knew about it since late last year, but the final confirmation came in March), I have been obsessed thinking of the crazy things I will do over there...the number of girls I am gonna score, the abundance of shemale escorts over there (checking shemale escort sites almost every night, and checking their prices, trying to figure out how much per month I can afford since I am getting a good extra travel allowance, etc...), and stuff like that. After almost two weeks of dancing around that kind of porn substitutes, I finally slipped yesterday and today, and MBed after more than three weeks.
Now what I am worried about is how to stop this negative momentum building up towards my trip to Japan. How can I turn it into an amazing experience rather than end up stuck with crazy hookers/escorts chasing? Career wise, it is a very good opportunity as I am going to do some important strategy shit that I have never done before. I want to turn this into an adventure where I work hard enough, take my running/yoga to the next level, try to date as many "real" girls as possible, etc... and basically use it as a platform to escape the on and off porn addiction lifestyle that I am leading.
Also, I am really stressed because I have to finish tons of things at work, find tenants for my apartment, pack for six months etc. and usually when I am stressed, Ping and MBing become very tempting.
So any tips on the following two aspects are really appreciated:
- how to handle the next one week of stressful time without binging
- how to make the best out of my Japan experience (because in some videos about porn addiction I have heard that getting away from your normal work/life environment can work magic to the rebooting process).
Thank you guys!
O