weightlifter
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Hey there everyone,
I am totaly new here, so I am going to introduce myself first. I am not going to give you my name or any private data,
but simply describe myself.
Ok,I am 27years old, very athletic, I do not smoke, drink or do any kind of drugs. I have been sexualy active in past with women, but have been now single for a couple of years,so that means no real sex for me. I never had any real ED problems in my past, well it happened when I lost my virginity, but I really think it was because of stress. After that everything was working fine for years. I have been watching porn from when I was like 13-14,butnot every day or so. But for the last, i think like 3 years, porn was becoming my life,I've been watcing it almost every day,sometimes more than once per day,so that means a lot of PMO. And then it happened,I was fooling around with a woman, feeling prety excited, but nothing happened. I mean,I felt nothing. There I was, with a beautiful,young woman,and I couldn't get an erection no matter what. I don't have to tell you how I felt, but from that moment on, I know what it feels like when you loose your manhood...for the first time in my life, I started to doubt in myself...awfull feeling.
So, when I got home,alone,I was like freaking out,but then I calm down,and started thinkig...I have no problems with getting it up with porn,so it's not that my penis doesn't work. I am not homosexual, i love women, I find them atractive, and the lady I was with is very atractive in my eyes,so it can't be that either. The last thought was that I am clearly a healthy "young" man, I do all kind of sports, I eat healthy, drink enough water, don't smoke,drink,do drugs, I was not tired, I can jerk off to porn, so it has to be in my head. Google came handy, i found YBOP pretty fast, and started reading. It was a shock. In that moment, I made that choice. No more PMO for me for good. I am now on day 18, for the first time, and I am doing great. Morning wood is back, which is great, I thought you loose it when you get older
I am not going for 60,90,110 days, I am going for life I know it will be dificult, but I can and will do this
Sorry for a long post, bit I had to put it on forum
I am opened for any suggestions, comments, thoughts,questions,...I will post my progress like every week or so. Thank you for any reply or reading this long post, and thank you all for sharing your experiencess,they are helpfull
I am totaly new here, so I am going to introduce myself first. I am not going to give you my name or any private data,
but simply describe myself.
Ok,I am 27years old, very athletic, I do not smoke, drink or do any kind of drugs. I have been sexualy active in past with women, but have been now single for a couple of years,so that means no real sex for me. I never had any real ED problems in my past, well it happened when I lost my virginity, but I really think it was because of stress. After that everything was working fine for years. I have been watching porn from when I was like 13-14,butnot every day or so. But for the last, i think like 3 years, porn was becoming my life,I've been watcing it almost every day,sometimes more than once per day,so that means a lot of PMO. And then it happened,I was fooling around with a woman, feeling prety excited, but nothing happened. I mean,I felt nothing. There I was, with a beautiful,young woman,and I couldn't get an erection no matter what. I don't have to tell you how I felt, but from that moment on, I know what it feels like when you loose your manhood...for the first time in my life, I started to doubt in myself...awfull feeling.
So, when I got home,alone,I was like freaking out,but then I calm down,and started thinkig...I have no problems with getting it up with porn,so it's not that my penis doesn't work. I am not homosexual, i love women, I find them atractive, and the lady I was with is very atractive in my eyes,so it can't be that either. The last thought was that I am clearly a healthy "young" man, I do all kind of sports, I eat healthy, drink enough water, don't smoke,drink,do drugs, I was not tired, I can jerk off to porn, so it has to be in my head. Google came handy, i found YBOP pretty fast, and started reading. It was a shock. In that moment, I made that choice. No more PMO for me for good. I am now on day 18, for the first time, and I am doing great. Morning wood is back, which is great, I thought you loose it when you get older
I am not going for 60,90,110 days, I am going for life I know it will be dificult, but I can and will do this Sorry for a long post, bit I had to put it on forum
I am opened for any suggestions, comments, thoughts,questions,...I will post my progress like every week or so. Thank you for any reply or reading this long post, and thank you all for sharing your experiencess,they are helpfull
