Guys please can you help I've posted this on a few forums, I'm so sorry I really need help.
Thank god I found these sites as it is a big source of information. Reading the cases has made me write to you because I need help, so here is my case, please help me.
I am a 39 year old male [single] and have been over masturbating, eding and watching porn since the age of 12, so I will say after working it out 2 times day every day since then. I will break down my symptoms to you so you can get an idea, as I really need help and advice. These symptoms are now dominating my life and my well being but they have been happening slowly over the years, now they are at their worst, and I feel I am in danger. The only positive is that I am quite in tune with my body. I watch a lot of porn and finding it difficult to stop.
Symptoms:
Physical ? I've been obese [lost the weight 10 years ago], hay fever, countless gut problems like IBS, a couple of years ago I got H-pylori, bladder and frequent urinating problems over the years but lately it it gets worse to the point where I am going every 15 minutes sometimes as my bladder feels so full I could pee myself, testicle pain, fatigue, digestion problems, lately I have been getting tingles in my hands feet and face [around the eyes] and have weeks of being generally unwell, Achilles injury that has not cleared up for 8 years, I've also had Candida and also discovered that I have an under active Thyroid which does not help, stinging after I pee, neck stiffness, all over body weakness [muscles], sensitive to the cold, bladder and hip pain, burping, a lot of farting, headaches, migraine, joint pain, overall weak immune system, lower back pain, tremors, weak erections, watery seaman, mild pain under my right rib, gluten and lactose intolerance.
Mental ? plagued in fear and anxiety 24/7 for years, paranoid, negative, cowardice, worthlessness, apathetic, addicted to porn, emotionally week, sensitive, depression, sadness [the feeling of being a loser], no confidence, over-thinking, trouble focussing brain fog and confusion/cognitive.
All these symptoms documented on these sites just in case I forgot, http://cure-erectile-dysfunction.org/symptoms-sexual-exhaustion ,
As you can see there a lot of issues and my hormones seem to be all over the place, please can you help me as I now feel lost. I am fully aware there is damage I must have the penis of a 90 year old man, but I really want to heal. I know I am an addict and this will not be easy but it is the one thing that has always been there and now it is a big negative in my life which is seriously affecting and consuming me physically as well as mentally. The thought of not ejaculating for months scares me because I don't how to do it, but I must. I have to man up!
Please can you help me?
I'm so scared of irreversible damage which I read about here http://cure-erectile-dysfunction.org/more-sexually-exhausted
Since Christmas 2014 I've been constantly trying to give up masturbating for 90 days and to do a reboot but can only manage a week, recently I managed 2 weeks. Now I am back to once a week, It's been 8 days since I last ejaculated and to be honest the only change I've seen is that my body just wants sleep. I am so fatigued and so brain fogged these last 8 days along with a stiff neck, but the neck is getting slightly better. Is this the symptoms of withdrawal or am I getting worse and my body broken. I am trying to listen to my body, when I go for a long walk the brain fog clears quite a bit which could suggest circulation issues. When I have relapsed after each masturbation session leads to hangover effects and I get worse. I know I need to stop!
I've even bought the audio book 98 ways to give up masturbation
Has anyone had these many symptoms?
Can anyone shed some light on this, I'm going out of my mind, it is affecting my life.
Please help.
Jebby
Thank god I found these sites as it is a big source of information. Reading the cases has made me write to you because I need help, so here is my case, please help me.
I am a 39 year old male [single] and have been over masturbating, eding and watching porn since the age of 12, so I will say after working it out 2 times day every day since then. I will break down my symptoms to you so you can get an idea, as I really need help and advice. These symptoms are now dominating my life and my well being but they have been happening slowly over the years, now they are at their worst, and I feel I am in danger. The only positive is that I am quite in tune with my body. I watch a lot of porn and finding it difficult to stop.
Symptoms:
Physical ? I've been obese [lost the weight 10 years ago], hay fever, countless gut problems like IBS, a couple of years ago I got H-pylori, bladder and frequent urinating problems over the years but lately it it gets worse to the point where I am going every 15 minutes sometimes as my bladder feels so full I could pee myself, testicle pain, fatigue, digestion problems, lately I have been getting tingles in my hands feet and face [around the eyes] and have weeks of being generally unwell, Achilles injury that has not cleared up for 8 years, I've also had Candida and also discovered that I have an under active Thyroid which does not help, stinging after I pee, neck stiffness, all over body weakness [muscles], sensitive to the cold, bladder and hip pain, burping, a lot of farting, headaches, migraine, joint pain, overall weak immune system, lower back pain, tremors, weak erections, watery seaman, mild pain under my right rib, gluten and lactose intolerance.
Mental ? plagued in fear and anxiety 24/7 for years, paranoid, negative, cowardice, worthlessness, apathetic, addicted to porn, emotionally week, sensitive, depression, sadness [the feeling of being a loser], no confidence, over-thinking, trouble focussing brain fog and confusion/cognitive.
All these symptoms documented on these sites just in case I forgot, http://cure-erectile-dysfunction.org/symptoms-sexual-exhaustion ,
As you can see there a lot of issues and my hormones seem to be all over the place, please can you help me as I now feel lost. I am fully aware there is damage I must have the penis of a 90 year old man, but I really want to heal. I know I am an addict and this will not be easy but it is the one thing that has always been there and now it is a big negative in my life which is seriously affecting and consuming me physically as well as mentally. The thought of not ejaculating for months scares me because I don't how to do it, but I must. I have to man up!
Please can you help me?
I'm so scared of irreversible damage which I read about here http://cure-erectile-dysfunction.org/more-sexually-exhausted
Since Christmas 2014 I've been constantly trying to give up masturbating for 90 days and to do a reboot but can only manage a week, recently I managed 2 weeks. Now I am back to once a week, It's been 8 days since I last ejaculated and to be honest the only change I've seen is that my body just wants sleep. I am so fatigued and so brain fogged these last 8 days along with a stiff neck, but the neck is getting slightly better. Is this the symptoms of withdrawal or am I getting worse and my body broken. I am trying to listen to my body, when I go for a long walk the brain fog clears quite a bit which could suggest circulation issues. When I have relapsed after each masturbation session leads to hangover effects and I get worse. I know I need to stop!
I've even bought the audio book 98 ways to give up masturbation
Has anyone had these many symptoms?
Can anyone shed some light on this, I'm going out of my mind, it is affecting my life.
Please help.
Jebby