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Hello, I just registered on this forum because I'm quite worried about my situation and maybe someone can help. I'll try to write my "story" (it's not anything special or strange, but I have some doubts and fears). English is not my native languase so I may commit some mistakes, sorry.
I'm 22 and never had sex. Until some weeks ago I would have said that I never related to a woman or girl.
The point is, quite strangely, weeks ago a girl made advaces to me, and I accepted because I kind of like her.
Until this age, I obviously masturbated. I think I began at age 14-15. My routine should have been constant until this age: 2-3 times a week. Is that considered porn addiction? (I will go on and add that since 4-5 years I have been fapping on japanese erotic comics and drawings, or hentai manga)
I dated this girl two times (first dates of my life) and I put close attention to what was happening to my penis and my "sexual arousal", because I heard of guys having rock hard erections (or similar) just by staying near some real woman they were attracted to.
I had fun and all, at the end of the second date I kind of kissed her too, but I found that I was not having full erections, just some sort of "tugidity", let's say half erections, when I was touching her in a playful attitude.
I don't know if that's normal or not, if a normal guy should have full erections or something.
Right now, if I think about having sex with said girl, I don't feel that I would be able to get and mantain an erection. As opposed to hentai porn, in which I feel confident in being able to get an erection really easily. This girl is kind of cute and I like being with her but not as beautiful as the characters I usually fap to. How could I get REALLY aroused, not counting other various anxiogenic factors?
I feel like that real women can't arouse me to the point of having sex naturally. For example, in my life, I never found a girl capable of arousing me just from their presence (this even before I began fapping to hentai).
I seem to understand that that kind of things happen to guys from time to time. They talk about having unwanted erections in embarassing situations (I never had those), or feeling the urge to masturbate thinking about their crush. I had some crushes in my life, but I never thought about them when masturbating. Even when I was really young and I was beginning to masturbate just using my mind (not knowing porn), I just thought about sex "per se", never thought about existing girls.
Maybe I have lower levels of libido? Maybe some ormonal deficit?
The second part of my fear comes from the fact that I am not observing morning woods anymore. When I sleep, I sometimes wake up a bit and see that I have some kind of erection, but not as hard as they used to be. I used to have problems peeing in the middle of the night because of the erection, but not anymore. In the past week I never woke up in the morning with an erection, and if I recall correctly, maybe 10 days ago, I woke up with a weak erection that faded away rapidly.
Given these elements, do you think I should start with rebooting? I know that that may be a difficult question since I can't exactly say I have porn induced-ED since I never attempted a sexual intercourse, but in the past few days I have been really worried about these things. Maybe someone went past a similar situation? I want to start working on whatever wrong I have in my body as soon as possible, before any kind of problem becomes unsolvable.
I'm 22 and never had sex. Until some weeks ago I would have said that I never related to a woman or girl.
The point is, quite strangely, weeks ago a girl made advaces to me, and I accepted because I kind of like her.
Until this age, I obviously masturbated. I think I began at age 14-15. My routine should have been constant until this age: 2-3 times a week. Is that considered porn addiction? (I will go on and add that since 4-5 years I have been fapping on japanese erotic comics and drawings, or hentai manga)
I dated this girl two times (first dates of my life) and I put close attention to what was happening to my penis and my "sexual arousal", because I heard of guys having rock hard erections (or similar) just by staying near some real woman they were attracted to.
I had fun and all, at the end of the second date I kind of kissed her too, but I found that I was not having full erections, just some sort of "tugidity", let's say half erections, when I was touching her in a playful attitude.
I don't know if that's normal or not, if a normal guy should have full erections or something.
Right now, if I think about having sex with said girl, I don't feel that I would be able to get and mantain an erection. As opposed to hentai porn, in which I feel confident in being able to get an erection really easily. This girl is kind of cute and I like being with her but not as beautiful as the characters I usually fap to. How could I get REALLY aroused, not counting other various anxiogenic factors?
I feel like that real women can't arouse me to the point of having sex naturally. For example, in my life, I never found a girl capable of arousing me just from their presence (this even before I began fapping to hentai).
I seem to understand that that kind of things happen to guys from time to time. They talk about having unwanted erections in embarassing situations (I never had those), or feeling the urge to masturbate thinking about their crush. I had some crushes in my life, but I never thought about them when masturbating. Even when I was really young and I was beginning to masturbate just using my mind (not knowing porn), I just thought about sex "per se", never thought about existing girls.
Maybe I have lower levels of libido? Maybe some ormonal deficit?
The second part of my fear comes from the fact that I am not observing morning woods anymore. When I sleep, I sometimes wake up a bit and see that I have some kind of erection, but not as hard as they used to be. I used to have problems peeing in the middle of the night because of the erection, but not anymore. In the past week I never woke up in the morning with an erection, and if I recall correctly, maybe 10 days ago, I woke up with a weak erection that faded away rapidly.
Given these elements, do you think I should start with rebooting? I know that that may be a difficult question since I can't exactly say I have porn induced-ED since I never attempted a sexual intercourse, but in the past few days I have been really worried about these things. Maybe someone went past a similar situation? I want to start working on whatever wrong I have in my body as soon as possible, before any kind of problem becomes unsolvable.