bbkenpo
Member
I can't believe it. It seems like a dream. Just a few weeks ago I decided to nofap and really believed it could restore me to normal ejaculation. Last night was the 4th time I had normal ejaculation. What was also really great was how it happened.
My GF and I had sex and she was able to O but not me. I felt like I was going to explode but also lost my erection. We laid in bed for a while and then I got erect and basically mounted her in missionary. I was not thinking of anything but the rhythm and how good it felt, within about 5 minutes I exploded inside of her. That may seem like something so normal to all the other guys but for me it was a miracle.
I have yet to do this from a BJ or HJ but can only imagine that will happen soon... Thank you for all your support....
3-18-2016 UPDATE
Last night I had my 5th time having an O with my GF. I literally can't believe it. I don't think I had that many in 2 years with last GF. All because of Fapping. As you may or may not know I M twice in all this time and I felt shameful for it. At least I was with my GF but I did use my own hands. This was after inability to O regular. Still shouldn't have done it. Now I look so forward to O from HJ or BJ from her. This has not happened to me since I was 20 years old and I am 54. I won't believe it. I want so desperately to shoot my load into her mouth.
My GF and I had sex and she was able to O but not me. I felt like I was going to explode but also lost my erection. We laid in bed for a while and then I got erect and basically mounted her in missionary. I was not thinking of anything but the rhythm and how good it felt, within about 5 minutes I exploded inside of her. That may seem like something so normal to all the other guys but for me it was a miracle.
I have yet to do this from a BJ or HJ but can only imagine that will happen soon... Thank you for all your support....
3-18-2016 UPDATE
Last night I had my 5th time having an O with my GF. I literally can't believe it. I don't think I had that many in 2 years with last GF. All because of Fapping. As you may or may not know I M twice in all this time and I felt shameful for it. At least I was with my GF but I did use my own hands. This was after inability to O regular. Still shouldn't have done it. Now I look so forward to O from HJ or BJ from her. This has not happened to me since I was 20 years old and I am 54. I won't believe it. I want so desperately to shoot my load into her mouth.