Hello all,
I'm 33 years old, and have been with my first girlfriend for about 5 months now. I occasionally had other brief relationships before, but I always quickly returned to porn. All my life has been about porn. Here's my story in details: http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=296.0
I first tried abstaining in January 2013, had luck for a few months, then on and off. For two months now I haven't even touched anything.
Having her, my life changed so much, I won't ever consider consuming or touching myself again, even though I have light occasional urges.
I have a severe PIED problem. In the first two months my failure rate was above 90% with her. Since then it has dropped to 50-60%, with increasing frustration. We try 2-3 times per week in average.
In the majority of the cases there is literally zero response.
The only way to make it work is by taking a blue pill. This is something I would really like to avoid since my online source is not necessarily reliable... Although I think that this is the only way currently to rewire the system. It doesn't even help all the time.
I noticed that my penis has lost a lot of sensitivity. Touching doesn't help much. I literally cannot feel, seems numb. I remember of times before, touching was always exciting.
I'm a bit worried, I'm in a total flatline for two months now.
What can I do? What could I expect on the long term? Will it ever work as it should?
Any thoughts I would really appreciate!
I'm 33 years old, and have been with my first girlfriend for about 5 months now. I occasionally had other brief relationships before, but I always quickly returned to porn. All my life has been about porn. Here's my story in details: http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=296.0
I first tried abstaining in January 2013, had luck for a few months, then on and off. For two months now I haven't even touched anything.
Having her, my life changed so much, I won't ever consider consuming or touching myself again, even though I have light occasional urges.
I have a severe PIED problem. In the first two months my failure rate was above 90% with her. Since then it has dropped to 50-60%, with increasing frustration. We try 2-3 times per week in average.
In the majority of the cases there is literally zero response.
The only way to make it work is by taking a blue pill. This is something I would really like to avoid since my online source is not necessarily reliable... Although I think that this is the only way currently to rewire the system. It doesn't even help all the time.
I noticed that my penis has lost a lot of sensitivity. Touching doesn't help much. I literally cannot feel, seems numb. I remember of times before, touching was always exciting.
I'm a bit worried, I'm in a total flatline for two months now.
What can I do? What could I expect on the long term? Will it ever work as it should?
Any thoughts I would really appreciate!