17 year old finally wants to stop Porn

[nofap97]

Hello everyone,

this is my Story of how I decided to stop porn/fapping.
I started to fap when I was around 11/12/13 years old. At the beginning i fapped not more than 1 time per day, and also with at least 1 day nofap. I was using no Porn, although I had seen some, but we had no Internet at all.
So than there came the time, that we got Internet. I think it was 3 years ago. I started doing Porn daily on my mobile phone. At first it my limit was 1 time per day. Some time went on, and on some days it has been 2 times fapping to Porn.
At the same time I began to change the type of porn to watch.
When I started porn, I just watched the "real" sex scenes. When it came to a blowjob, I just quited the Video and started another one. The more time went on, the harder was the porn. It started with "normal" Porns, Blowjobs, than it came to DP's (which I found more than disgusting when I started) and to Shemale porn (also disgusting to me).
But enough with that.

As you can see in my banner (Edit: could), I quit porn at June 23, 2014. It started the day before, a sunday evening, when I was just about to start my 3rd porn time that day. I opened the Browser, opened a incognito tab, but then I thought somethink like: "Hmm... maybe I should google about quiting Porn (was thinking some times about that, but never really serious) and than fap." So I googled it (in german of course), and I found a german website (http://www.rockstar-lifestyle.de/allgemein/warum-pornos-dein-leben-ruinieren). The text made me think of it, not what I was thinking could happen. I decided to go bed and take a look at it on the other day. The next day after school (my first nofap day since looong time) I started to read the aticles at www.yourbrainonporn.com, and I decided to stop Porn. Since that day I never was at any Porn site, and I hope I never will be again.
This text almost contains nothing, but it took me an hour to write this down. I really hope to get support here, and I want to cooperate with everyone, so if you got questions, feel free to ask!


Also I got a question: Is PMO equal to Porn or does it mean something else?

 

[Gabe Deem]

@ nofap97

I started doing Porn daily on my mobile phone. At first it my limit was 1 time per day. Some time went on, and on some days it has been 2 times fapping to Porn

It still is crazy to think about how many kids have access to unlimited amounts of porn on their phone. It is a good thing you have found out about this at your age. I didn't have a phone to use but I had my laptop and PlayStation Portable when I was 15, 16 ish.. I also fapped once or twice a day on average. So know you are not alone in that my man. A lot of us here can relate.

The more time went on, the harder was the porn. It started with "normal" Porns, Blowjobs, than it came to DP's (which I found more than disgusting when I started) and to Shemale porn (also disgusting to me).

Again, I can relate to that.. started out with regular ol' sex.. ended up watching cumshot compilations, and really, really abusive porn. It's funny, well... not funny but rather sad really, to think about the fact that I at some point wasn't even getting off to sex. But again, it is a safe place to share, getting things off our chest is very therapeutic for rebooters and can help relieve some stress knowing you are not alone.

The next day after school (my first nofap day since looong time) I started to read the aticles at www.yourbrainonporn.com, and I decided to stop Porn. Since that day I never was at any Porn site, and I hope I never will be again.

So glad you decided to search for help. I suggest you continue reading up on YourBrainOnPorn.com

A tip I often tell guys who feel urges or feel really stressed at times, is to print some articles off and in times of need go to a park and read them and take notes on them. It really helps to learn that this addiction can be overcome and that our brains can change and recover/reboot. Another thing you might want to read regularly if you are feeling down would be success storie - http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?board=12.0

Is PMO equal to Porn or does it mean something special?

PMO = watching Porn while Masturbating to Orgasm.

So no it doesn't equal porn, it means fapping to porn and busting your nuts to it. For more lingo check out this page - http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=21.0

Hope the best for you and Welcome to the Nation

 

[changing-mind]

Still going strong?

 

[nofap97]

Not still, but it's going strong.

When I found RebootNation.org, I stopped PMO'ing. It went pretty well at first, but on the 17th day my streak broke. I completely lost it, for some days, maybe weeks I wanted to stop again, but it just didn't work (longest was one day). I guess it was a really bat time, because I had holidays, and nothing to spend my time on.

But every holiday has an end, and so did mine. I decided to try again, beginning with the first day of School. As shown in my counter (if not resetet) it was the August 21st, 2014. This time, no idea why, it went much better than before. I finished my 30 days Goal, and now I'll go for 100 days, than a year.

Hope I and every of you Guys will do it!!

 

[nofap97]

Day 50/100!

Can't really believe it. Another 50 days and I reached my 100 days Goal. So happy right now, looking forward to finish, and to celebrate one year of no PMO.

 

[CarpeDiem78]

50 days, man. That's awesome! Great work - thanks for being a great example of what's possible and the excitement that comes with it.

 

[nofap97]

50 days, man. That's awesome! Great work - thanks for being a great example of what's possible and the excitement that comes with it.

One day you'll get at that point too... and you will be as excited as I am 
I wish you and everyone else good luck, and hope you will stay strong!

 

[changing-mind]

We'll done on getting more than halfway to your target!

 

[nofap97]

Yes I think so too! Thanks to the forum and to yourbrainonporn.com for letting me come this far.

And what I can tell everyone is, after some time, for me it where about 20 to 30 days, it will be way easier staying abstinent that at beginning.
As always, I wish you and everyone the best!

 

[nofap97]

Haven't posted in a while, so I'm just gonna write something

Holidays are over, tomorrow school is starting again.
I'm on my way to finish day 58 without PMO, coming closer to 75 days! Actually I have to say that I'm kind of proud to come that far, and there's no way I want to relapse.

So I wish you guys the best, I know you can do it!