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iektop

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Man, I have to say your story, although a little funny in some parts (because of the way you say things  ;D, not because I'm trying to make fun of this or something), is inspiring man.

I'm a pretty impulsive guy, and you know what... now I'm feeling like working out to get fit and stay away from this PMO thing.

Keep up the great work and keep posting. I like reading posts  like this one.

Greetings mate.
 
Partingglass

Partingglass

Member
Thanks guys!

I am really finding out what works for me. I am not going to lie to you guys and say that my main goal here is to get rid of my PIED. I am not doing this for religious reasons, or because I am depressed. I am doing this to learn control and moderation and to get healthy again.  I am doing what works for me, its not hard mode by any means but I am in this for the long haul. 

Much love.

P.S. What parts are funny lol, no offense taken!


Little Mac for y'all    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AbV-Q6tz4B8
 
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Card

Member
Good luck, parting. I know that feeling of turning to porn for stress relief. With some conscious effort, I've started being kinder to myself since I started this and I can tell it's helping in little ways with my stress.

Here's to a healthier you.
 
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tkn0

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Partingglass said:
Drunk as hell right now boys, trying not to relapse like a bastard right now but its hard. Damn this is so insane
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Sorry for late answer, I hope you didnt relapse mate :D
How did it go? I dont think alcohol is you best friend when rebooting mate, as it hinders impulse control.

 
Partingglass

Partingglass

Member
Cravings are intense, learned the hard way that I have to stay off reddit and stay away from the erotic stories.  It is hard when I am such a big part of the community, but I would rather have good sex then write about it. I feel half craving half horny. All in all this sucks, I wish I could have my cake and eat it too but this is life, I got stuck with my brain this way and I am going to damn well make the best of it and find a happy medium.

Back to the lifts after begin sick even with 2 weeks off due to sickness and begin home I am strong, maybe even stronger, I am hoping this is do to me actually building up some resistance to this thing.  I am craving hard right now but going to take a cold shower and hopefully keep busy. Roomates are all gone.

hope y'all are killing it
 
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Card

Member
I hear you on having to separate yourself from that culture, Parting. Luckily, I never got heavily into something like that, but I have written an erotic story or two in the past and it just makes it harder to walk away. I think it's kind of like the alcoholics who get invested in the "bar culture."

Just remember that although you may become distanced from that group, you can become a part of other groups that are ultimately healthier for your brain.

Hope all is going as well as it can. :)
 
Partingglass

Partingglass

Member
Thanks Card, means a lot man.

Back at it again boys, lifts and the goal of weight loss in my mind.  Learning that when I crave all I have to do is get busy and it will go away.  I am learning all these lessons the hard way, but that is how I am. No matter how many times I read "stay busy" I don't learn until I actually see the results. 

Saw 300 2. It was insane. Spoke to me, gave me strength to do this.  Gonna kill it in the gym and with the no masturbation this week. 

Im done.
 
robust

robust

Active Member
Partingglass said:
Saw 300 2. It was insane. Spoke to me, gave me strength to do this.
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I think, the second one was not quite as good as the first one. There was no "Leonidas" in the second movie. But Artemisia almost made me insane. That's the kind of woman I like. And the way she dressed.. Huiiiii.. ;D
 
Partingglass

Partingglass

Member
Whats up boys,

Week is going well, had strong urges int the beginning but today I am doing good.  Trying to stay focused, proud of my progress, but want to make sure I am doing good.


Here is a cool video that I found a lot of joy in, 400hp corvette battling with a 600+hp twin turbo Porsche
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NrKfCzYtbYs

Im done
 
Partingglass

Partingglass

Member
Urges have gone down the past two days, I have been staying busy.  Had an insane gym workout yesterday, 1200 calories down. Feel stronger than ever, and muscle density is up by a ton. I don't know, I hope I can reduce my ED in the next month so I can be with this girl from back home. She sucks and is a horrible person but I would love to be with her one last time.  So thats my goal right now.
 
Partingglass

Partingglass

Member
Hey guys, quick update.

Been struggling but a lot of positive progress.  I finally broke my habit of masturbating before bed, it feels so good. I have been relying on it to sleep for close to eight years now.  To be able to sleep and not even think about jerkin in feels so good guys.  My sleep is back to normal and I actually think my MO before bed was what was preventing morning wood, because I have been getting pretty consistent morning wood without MO in bed.  Another big update is that I WAS ABLE TO HAVE SEX AGAIN!!!!!!! I got it up no problem and held it up despite the sex being kind of awkward and the vibe being off.  But I was able to get it up and start learning how to have sex again boys. Wow what a feeling.  I was so happy.  I didn't come but that is a story for another time, but I engaged in full sex with my girl for close to a half hour without losing my erection. Progress boys Progress.

This whole thing has been worth it, and I am making a lot of progress in my life. I just need to learn to stay away from the stories now. That is my biggest temptation and worry. So I am trying to stay off the stories for good starting today.


Im out

Song:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJbr0W8_X0k  (World Music)
 
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xc43

Member
Nice job! One thing though, positive progress does not mean you can rest on your laurels. You never rest on your laurels.
 
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