Day 29... No PMO and only MO once a couple weeks ago... First I just want to say how thankful I am too have found this forum and for everyone that posts on here... Certainly keeps me motivated and hopeful for a full recovery... So day 29 today and first day I've been home alone for weeks..I have the day off and my partner just left for work.... This is when I normally would jump on the computer.. Naked of course, and binge away on porn jerking off to orgasm many times throughout the day...so, it's challenging right now so decided to get on here and write in hopes of blocking those urges, so far so good and mainly because I've been clean 29 days and already feeling some slight changes. As I've mentioned in a previous post I have cut down on the morning bj from partner from like 5 to 1 time a week, which has been on the weekends... One thing I have definitely noticed is that after going all week with no mo or bj my orgasm is way more intense and I am feeling much more sensation down there during the event. Wonderful!!! Morning wood everyday as usual.. That's never been a problem... Possibly somewhat of a flatline during the week... Not really sure, just some days.. And a few days I've had random semi erections while at work... That hasn't happened in a long time.. The other thing that has happened, and sorry if I'm being too graphic but want to share, last night after going to bed my partner and I were making out and he proceeded to massage my testicles...I became hard as a rock just from the kissing... Yay... And after about 4 or 5 minutes of him massaging my sac I actually had an orgasm... That has NEVER happened... The sensation was just awesome... No touching of my cock except for his arm occasionally brushing against it..I just felt so connected to him, he has been so understanding about all this and totally with me too kick my addiction. I'm so determined to do this and definitely encouraged by the results im having so far...I know I have a long way to go to full recovery but I know life will be much better and fulfilling as will the sex...I want to feel like the old me again...I hope everyone has a wonderful Monday.