So yeah I'm still on my streak but I don't know if anyone can relate but it's just so tempting to watch porn. Like porn is soo good because it's just everything you want sexually at the click of a finger. Seeing a girl on youtube makes me want to do it. We MUST all have such strength to NOT give in to these urges. It is not good to look at porn. It's natural for us to want an orgasm or whatever but afterwards its like "is that it?".... an orgasm really isn't all that compared to the damage that porn brings - namely, sexual dysfunction, extreme/dodgy types of porn, lack of relationships and happiness, pleasure-seeking and not true happiness.
You know I sometimes think why porn is so hard to quit is because we can convince ourselves why porn is not so bad after all. Like when I was writing the list above of reasons why it's bad, I was thinking it doesn't sound as bad as you were making out the other day. But this is the HIJACKER in your brain. It's like the voice in your brain that you cannot give in to.
Another reason. What is a huge reason we are on this planet, we are wired to experience love in our lives - an amazing relationship. A relationship that is sexually fulfilling and therefore fulfilling in every other way. For us addicts, porn is going to take ALL of that away -- just for the sake of a few second high of an orgasm. It was spiral you into viewing all the time and never finding true happiness.
