19yearoldguy
Member
Hi everyone, I'm John.
I'm very convinced that I got one of the worst PIED cases here. I (19m) have been a heavy user of pornography since I was 11, went from usual vanilla porn to very hardcore extreme fetishes and it got to a point that I started to doubt my sexuality. I discovered NoFap back in 2017 but I didn't take it very seriously until 2019 and I've been battling this addiction since then. My PIED is so severe that even while watching my favorite fetishes and scenes my erection is about 50%, I swear to god I don't even remember the last time I got hard with a girl. Morning wood? What's that? I might have been 12 the last time I had a morning wood. There were times that I edged to porn for +12 hours nonstop, my sessions usually lasted about 3 hours daily, now imagine this going on for years and years. I literally destroyed my brain.
The reason I joined this forum today is because I started dating a wonderful, beautiful girl, really guys it's the girl of my dreams and I am 100% sure we are going to have sex sooner or later and I'm sure I won't be able to get hard. I've been thinking about what I'm going to say to her, at first I thought I could tell the truth but I think it's easier to say that I started taking some medication like SSRI and that I need some time to get my libido back and dick hard again.
This is the start of a journey, I'm 100% determined that I'm not going to watch porn ever again. This not going to be quick nor easy considering the severity of my addiction. I'm probably going to come back here in a few months to give you guys an update. My biggest fear is losing this girl because we can't have sex.
I'm very convinced that I got one of the worst PIED cases here. I (19m) have been a heavy user of pornography since I was 11, went from usual vanilla porn to very hardcore extreme fetishes and it got to a point that I started to doubt my sexuality. I discovered NoFap back in 2017 but I didn't take it very seriously until 2019 and I've been battling this addiction since then. My PIED is so severe that even while watching my favorite fetishes and scenes my erection is about 50%, I swear to god I don't even remember the last time I got hard with a girl. Morning wood? What's that? I might have been 12 the last time I had a morning wood. There were times that I edged to porn for +12 hours nonstop, my sessions usually lasted about 3 hours daily, now imagine this going on for years and years. I literally destroyed my brain.
The reason I joined this forum today is because I started dating a wonderful, beautiful girl, really guys it's the girl of my dreams and I am 100% sure we are going to have sex sooner or later and I'm sure I won't be able to get hard. I've been thinking about what I'm going to say to her, at first I thought I could tell the truth but I think it's easier to say that I started taking some medication like SSRI and that I need some time to get my libido back and dick hard again.
This is the start of a journey, I'm 100% determined that I'm not going to watch porn ever again. This not going to be quick nor easy considering the severity of my addiction. I'm probably going to come back here in a few months to give you guys an update. My biggest fear is losing this girl because we can't have sex.