alrevenant
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Its been over two years since I decided to stop P. You don't realize the addiction until you either try to stop the activity, or notice that most of your descions are the bad ones. For me, its not about religion, or some kind of dysfunction, it is about control. To have control over my actions. Not the circumstances, or my own body, but my actions. The enviroment, the circumstances, and my body are beyond me, I can't control them. I can at least influence them with my actions. What I do and what I say are in part, my own.
Prison is somewhat an extreme analogy, but I think addiction is worst. Instead of people locking you, and controlling almost all aspect of yourlife, its your brain who does the locking. In this case, this is my prison break.
Prison is somewhat an extreme analogy, but I think addiction is worst. Instead of people locking you, and controlling almost all aspect of yourlife, its your brain who does the locking. In this case, this is my prison break.