Recent content by BlakeVM_93

Looks like relapse. Last night, I was high and had the idea to "see if I could get an erection," and got close to ejaculating. That triggered compulsive viewing of porn for like 30 minutes, and finally I literally humped my bed to orgasm. Lol... Then today, just like I did before I started...

I got off of Facebook cause I kept seeing triggers, but I've been compensating with dating sites. Literally looking for someone to date, but there's so many beautiful women on there and I can't find one to talk to me. The combination of loneliness and being slightly turned on by some of the...

My name is Blake. I began masturbating when I was 12 years old after a friend introduced it to me. I didn't quite understand it back then, but I sure loved it. The first time I reached orgasm, I jumped up in fear. I had not expected such an intense feeling. I had never felt anything like it in...

I spent the whole day determined not to masturbate... About an hour ago, I went into the bathroom and started looking for porn and jerking off. I did this until I was close to orgasm (which I consider my biggest problem).... And I just couldn't do it. I don't know how to feel about it...

I've been struggling with a masturbation/porn addiction for about 9 years now. It started at age 12. The first day I experienced orgasm I sat there and just tried to do it as many times as I could. I did that the first few days, and after a while I became ashamed of it. I didn't do it for about...