I'm writing this with full of tears running out of my eyes. So many disappointments and so many regrets.where i stand today is just disgrace, i have lost myself and who i use to be. I apologize my grammar is going a be really shitty because im barely thinking straight plus english isnt my first...
sep/12
im suffering from social anxiety, loneliness, academically, low self esteem, i also have like almost no feelings, and feel like detached from the rest of the world. Last night was the last time i masturbated and hopefully that would be my last one. actually no, its going to be my last...