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    How does this effect me?

    After going strong for a month and a few days, I relapsed in the form of edging and sexual thoughts. Just wondering were my progress stands. How bad is it that I MO?
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    :(

    My progress just gets worse and worse. Managed 68 days of no PMO then relapsed and made it another 3 weeks before having a PMO binge for a week or so. Today marked 2 weeks, but I Just relapsed again... Throughout all my tries, head porn and hypersexual thoughts is and are my biggest trigger and...
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    Anxiety Medication while Rebooting? (Thoughts?)

    My regular doctor suggested I try said meds due to my anxiety, but warned me it would make my ED worse as the side effects effect sex drives. Just wondering every ones thoughts on this? Would it help me reboot and recover or would it only make rebooting harder and take longer? Honestly, anxiety...
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    I need professional help with this

    If you've followed my posts, throw them all out Bc I've recently binged just like I used to so most progress has been lost im sure. I need advice on how to beat this in real life. Clearly, abstaining is only works so long for me before I cave and give in. Others have suggested SAA meetings but...
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    Why is this so hard?

    Went 68 days and relasped by MO (to erotica) and just now after almost going 3 weeks (AND having my first ever wet dream in my life) I relapsed by PMOing. That's right, I gave in and watched porn, Fully PMOing, not once, but twice for the first time in almost 3 months. I'm just so frustrated and...
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    What does this mean?

    I am 21 years old ans have been PMOing to HSI Porn since 14. I went from sept 11th - nov 19th with no PMO (68 days) but sadly relapsed as I gave in to sexual fantasies and OMed. I am currently 2 weeks into my new reboot and I've encountered something brand new: my first wet dream. And i don't...
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    Relapsing after 68 days sober

    After 68 days of no PMO I relasped to erotica. It at first, was unintentional but it possessed my biggest trigger and I faught it and faught it even walking away but the sensitivity in my member was there and semi erection this giving in. I'm extremely upset but am trying to view the positives...
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    I relapsed after 68 days

    After 68 days of no PMO I relasped to erotica. It at first, was unintentional but it possessed my biggest trigger and I faught it and faught it even walking away but the sensitivity in my member was there and semi erection this giving in. I'm extremely upset but am trying to view the positives...
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    2 Months Into Rebooting!

    This tuesday (the 11th) was my 2 months (60 days!) of no PMO. Not much improvement to report, I'm afraid. My sexual dreams have decreased (I had one about every other night during the first month), I supose my sensitivity has increased and I believe my erections are *trying* to come back, but my...
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    Head Porn

    Almost 2 months into my reboot (Severe case of PIED) and my biggest issue is overcoming the head porn that has been burned into my mind from years of watching it. It's not all the time, usually at night as I lay in bed to go to sleep, but it often leads to be getting semi hard or at least some...
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    First Month of Reboot Complete (Questions)

    Long story short, I started PMO at 14 to HPI and as the title my suggest I just quit and started to reboot a month ago. (I am now 21 years old.) I would do the deed 1-6 times a day. A DAY. Often or not it was usually 1-3 or at least just once. Rarely would I take a few days break but if I did it...
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    First Month of Reboot Complete (Questions)

    Long story short, I started PMO at 14 to HPI and as the title my suggest I just quit and started to reboot a month ago. (I am now 21 years old.) I would do the deed 1-6 times a day. A DAY. Often or not it was usually 1-3 or at least just once. Rarely would I take a few days break but if I did it...
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    First Month Complete of Reboot (Questions)

    Long story short, I started PMO at 14 to HPI and as the title my suggest I just quit and started to reboot a month ago. (I am now 21 years old.) I would do the deed 1-6 times a day. A DAY. Often or not it was usually 1-3 or at least just once. Rarely would I take a few days break but if I did it...
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    Dreaming during Reboot

    This week marks my 3rd week of cutting porn, masturbation, and orgsam out of my life in hopes of a fast and successful reboot. However, 9/10 nights I dream about porn or at least something sexual. Last night I legit dreamed of being on a computer and watching high speed porn videos. It was to...
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