Recent content by matt95

Hi guys, just a bit about me, I am 26 and have been trying to quit porn for 6 years now and started watching it when I was 11. I have had varying success over my long journey and am wondering what others think about O with a partner and O during porn free masturbation and their effects on PIED...

Journal Entry 3 One major frustration of mine throughout this process is how much I end up missing porn as I get further and further from my last relapse. It feels like there is a voice in the back of my head that keeps saying "there are new videos you haven't seen" "New girls" "You know...

Hi Flesh, thanks for taking the time to read my posts! I get where you're coming from! I have actually tried writing stuff down to try to keep me on track. And I actually do think about it as you described. When I'm really struggling with urges I try to remind myself that it isn't actually...

Thank you for the advice! I am trying to navigate rebooting with a partner and am trying to figure out how to strike the right balance myself. It's all very confusing about what is and isn't best to do. Do you think messing around while avoiding O is alright? Have you tried Karezza? When I...

MashuSan, I think it is important that you recognize that you may not have been coming from the right headspace, but I also believe that is part of the rewiring process and if you and your girlfriend are comfortable with doing something then I think you are right and it wasn't wrong. You should...

Covenant eyes is incredible. It has helped me tremendously. You do have to pay for it. but it's not that expensive and it's been worth every penny to me. It takes screenshots of my screens and sends a report to my girlfriend and brother every day so they can see everything I'm doing on my...

I've had the exact same thing happen to me although I can't really remember what kind of porn it was I just knew I was on a particular site. Keep going and don't let this bother you, it will eventually stop happening as your reboot goes on.

Good for you Lemthewiser! I'm curious, what are your thoughts on O versus O'ing occasionally versus no O'ing at all during a reboot? Did you feel like when you hit 90 days of hardmode the lack of O made a difference? Venting here is for sure helpful! And August is not too far away! Keep your...

Journal Entry 2 It has officially been 12 days and 4 hours since I last PMO'd and I have been trying to decide on whether or not I should do a hardmode challenge and just avoid O altogether for awhile (maybe 90 days?) or if simply staying away from porn will be enough to change things for me...

Hi everyone, I'm curious to hear what the guys in relationships are doing with regards to avoiding orgasm? I've been dating my girlfriend for over a year now and we're very serious, but I still struggle with porn addiction. We have a good sex life but no matter what I don't get 100% hard...

Glad to see you here! Based on what you're saying, I'd highly recommend seeing a urologist. Getting checked out can't hurt and may give you some peace of mind. Did the same thing happen with each girl? If it's the case that you get morning erections and have no trouble getting erections...

Hello everyone! I'm Matt, I'm 26 and I have been addicted to porn for 15 years. I will try to keep this as brief as possible, but I have a lot to say in this first post. My journey through all this has not been a pleasant one, as I'm sure many of you would agree. If I'm 100% honest with...