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    15 months, wired condition report

    I have been PMO free for 15 months. At 1 year, I start to come out from the flatline but would go back to a flatline for days or weeks if I had a WD. HERE IS THE STRANGE THING. I feel really energetic, motivated, basically very good feelings in recent 30 days. At the same time, I have a high...
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    13 months

    13 months PMO free, would come out from a flatline for days, but would go back to a flatline if I have a WD. This is taking way too long... The energy, motivation etc... block me from enjoying anything, basically still bad feelings while in a flatline. If I need about 11 months to start to...
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    Please help, Should I quit? 10 months

    10 months in, no porn no masturbation, no any sexual activities but WDs. I didn't do anything wrong, only at around 6 months when I was watching TV one night, the news reported about sexual workers and there was some trigger on it, I watched for 15 seconds and my underwear got wet a little. I...
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    9 months

    9 months mark just passed. during the last month, I always felt sleepy, low energy. except last week, I had a wet dream, and I felt 100% healed with lots of motivation, emotion and energy for 5 days. After that 5 days, I feel bad again... I don't know whether I should keep going. Or maybe 9...
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    Drive for life, motivation, emotions.How about none sexual things?

    I am at 8 months mark. I would ask about none sexual things e.g. drive for life, motivation and emotions. How long would them come back? I am just not sure about this since I am still not recovered. I got a lot of activities now... now its 8 MONTHS, I am just wondering why my drive for life...
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    Something I worried a little

    I am at 6 months and 1 week PMO free, almost recovered. As I feel better and better I am sure that I don't attach to, excited about porn any more. But as I saw a movie today, a very trigger scene appeared. I looked at it for like 10 seconds until that scene ended. I didn't feel like to fap at...
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    Entered a steady New stage. Ups and downs had ended.

    Hi guys, its me, Lee. Many of you may have read my posts. When I post a topic said that I feel better recently or post a topic said that I feel hopeless. But look back there, that was really a long flatline. I start to find out that I don't have to focus this stuff this much. Just let it go and...
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    Need some serious advice at 5 months please!

    I have been into day 140 PMO free, almost hit 5 months mark. I don't have any real sexual experience and I consider myself pretty healthy because I eat healthy and do a lot of sports regularly. My first Masturbation was an accident at age 7 and nothing bad happened in my childhood, until I start...
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    136 days. Some notes about WDs here.

    Just want to put some notes here, to help me remember these and provide information to reboot nation Something is changing in my brain #Wet dreams: in the first 3 months of nofap, wet dreams really made me felt bad, I still remember how bad I felt for about 2 days after a wet dream. That...
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    Entered day 120, question about partner/sex.

    I am a 23 years old male virgin. I don't know when should I describe the date that I started. I had a fap at 7 years old, and I didn't know what was I doing. From my memory I really start regular fap at the frequency of once a week in high school. In late 2013, due to Porn use, I developed...
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    105 days!! :) Improvements!!

    I still remember when I just hit 90 days, I was crying about nothing changed to myself. But as time go by, the benefits starts to kicking out after around 95 day mark till today. Here are the changes I got: #No brain fog, still feel fatigue but much more better than before. #Really vivid...
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    I read a lot from YBOP about wet dreams. Can you plz help me figure this out.

    #1 One said: I know it feels like a relapse, but be assured: it isn't. Be happy that your body works the way it is supposed to work and continue your journey. #2 One said: People have different experiences with wet dreams. In some cases, perhaps after the brain has returned to balance, the...
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    Should I happy or worried about it? XD

    I am in day 92 PMO free, but I got significant increase in the frequency of wet dreams. I got only 2 wet dreams in the first 2 months, but recently the frequency is increasing, especially within this week, I got 3 wet dreams!! After each wet dream I feel like shit. Also, two of them are about...
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    Can I wash my penis during a shower?

    Hi all: Just want to mention here I am serious about this question. I got wet dreams and after each I could feel the chaser effect. Usually at least 3 days after a wet dream, is the period that a chaser works. During this chaser effect period, I can totally handle my self not thinking about fap...
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    Words and feelings at 90 days mark.

    Hi friends: First, hope you would understand my bad English, since this is not my first language. I will try my best to let you understand. I have been free from PMO for 90 days. I will tell you my story, my changes, these are gonna divided into parts. Just be patient when you read :) Porn and...
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