Recent content by Takeoff

Thanks for your kind words, MonadoBoy. I hope you're doing better now too! Right now, I'm on Day 47 of no MO, however, during that time I still watched P a few times. When it comes to no P, the long streaks since the 1st of February were: 14, 9, 8, 6, 5. Never had to reset the counter more than...

Day 4 This morning when I got up and looked at my eyes in the mirror I found that my eyes already look better, more alive. For me this is the first thing noticable as semen retention progresses. They keep getting more and more of a glassy (?) look as the streak goes on. Every night, when I...

Thanks. I'm doing good so far.

Thanks, Phineas. What I thought about is the fact I can still achieve a long long streak this year. I could even make it being 333 days sober until the next year. That's another way to think about it. On my way to it:]

so.. I didn't count the days but I think the streak lasted for a week. I got triggered so hard that it's day 0 now. It's a lot harder for me than it was before, as I only have to do it for myself right now. I felt like shit throughout the last days (for the last 3 years every beginning of a year...

You're doing great man, keep going! Think about it, not many days more will pass and you'll be halfway toward making it for 50 days q: Yeah, definitely my brother. We both know that it's about changing the lifestyle big time. I believe in you

I decided to restart the counter on the day I wrote my last post, as I've seen P that morning. Definitely wouldn't feel fair. no M, no O, as I've said before. So I'm at the end of day 3 now. Even before the streak ended I knew that I shouldn't be hard on myself if I relapse, but I still found...

I don't see a point in disagreeing with facts - see the links down below. I don't like when people seem to be trolling, and you've just posted the same sentence about sex addiction not being a real thing but rewritten a bit 3 times in 2 separate posts. Same case with the shit about the forum...

bullshit, anything can become an addiction. seems like you're trying to deny it just to push your idea further. what you just said is a paraphrase from what most people say about pornography addiction. "ye sure heroin becomes an addiction, but visiting pornhub is not an addiction my friend"

Honestly I'd rather lose virginity later than I did, if it meant I would be then able to have successful sex. I lost my virginity at 16 but at the time I was completely desensitized and still in a full-blown pornography addiction which caused PIED. It was what made me realize that pornography is...

I've been following your journal and you're doing great now bro, keep it up! One good way to get through this is to spend some of the time on some outdoor activities or working out, maybe running if you like it... something that will take a bit of your time. And the time is definitely not going...

I've blocked almost every porn site I ever used (just in case) and Twitter on my PC through system files, it simply refuses connection with them. I will have time to rethink it 10 times before I access such content the next time. Now I need to think of a solution for my phone and I'll be set...

How I wish I was strong enough right now not to... Despite it being 3 am for me, I just got up. And tomorrow I start over with the drug detox... I will elaborate. I couldn't fall asleep after what I described before happened. I've tried. A few minutes ago this shit came to my head and it was...

The addicted mind is trying to fuck with me right now suggesting I could get back to it since I've already seen some, or maybe even restart since it's only been 4 days! yeah, right - I'm sure y'all know this pattern. I'll try to get some sleep.

Being addicted to multiple drugs sucks man, I know how it is. You can do it, I've been sober from 'conventional' drugs since 29th of December myself. Let's stay strong