Recent content by Takeoff

So yesterday I did manage to go to sleep sooner, but the morning started with me waking up in the autopilot mode and there was a bit of a slip... It's a rough day. But I gotta keep going. It was probably because of a trigger I've seen the day before. I've noticed they sometimes cause cravings...

Day 11 Doing good, I only need to fix my sleep schedule again

Unfortunately it didn't go as planned, but that's okay. I made it through the day quite easily even though I was very stressed at some point. Not only because of what was happening, but also because as I said, I didn't get a good night's sleep, thus I'm really happy about making it through so...

Day 9 I have a very important day today and I'm stressed, also haven't slept well. I'll update the post later.

Day 7 So this morning there was morning wood. But also I had an exceptionally disturbing pornographical dream. Worst thing is, after waking up from such dreams my mind is in such a state as if I actually watched P and got triggered. But I got through it. Also, I wanted to mention it here -...

Hello Trisquel, I know how it feels when it's like you just don't care anymore. From experience I know what's most important is to get right back on the track and not go into some behavioral loop. You'll make it, fingers crossed! And have a nice meeting!

Day 6! I can't recall a period within the last 2 years when I wouldn't get morning wood, but now it is so.

Had some cravings and flashbacks this morning, got better after a cold shower. Day 5 Edit 2 hours later: So even after getting through the cravings I had in the morning, today there was P exposure, there was a slow buildup to it - I first saw something really triggering on a social app - then...

Yeah, they'll pass. Thanks. I'm feeling a bit better today. Day 4

Yeah I've read it multiple times before, I have ALL of the symptoms from the 'common wd symptoms' list except for the desire to avoid socializing. day 3

Hello I've got through day 2. I've been having a lot of WD symptoms at once, which I didn't really expect. Apart from the 'typical' psychological state, physical symptoms are very prominent. Slight fever, joint stiffness, muscle cramps, lack of energy, loss of appetite, elevated heartbeat at...

Look guys, I've experienced a certain trigger for the first time. It was a new feeling. I'd been socializing for a couple days straight, from morning until the evening. That made me feel extraordinarily good. But then, in the end of they day I lay in bed alone and felt so awfully depleted, I...

Yes, I think it definitely is related to withdrawal, it's a common symptom for me, always happens.

I've been having really bad headaches and irritability but aside from that I'm doing okay

Yep, I already spent a couple of hours in the city, doing ok. Can't wait for the bliss that awaits!