Recent content by spillingcheese

Relapsed again. I edged today after being triggered by a sex scene. I have a YouTube channel where I document my NoFap recovery, so I was using the channel as an excuse to watch more videos where I eventually came across one that aroused me. I have hidden my phone and if I could, I would install...

I hate having brain fog, it's like I can't think logically at all.

HOCD urges.

I watched the presentation before and I listened to the audiobook 'Your Brain on Porn'. Knowledge is useful in helping you realise that you have an addiction, however that isn't even half the battle. The majority of the battle is the steps that you take in order to better yourself, for example...

I still have Nietzsche on my reading list. Are you familiar with his works?

I've been to 4 different therapists and was diagnosed with social anxiety and Asperger's syndrome. Other than that, none of them worked and they didn't know what to say when I mentioned porn addiction other than 'it's okay in moderation'. I do believe that God exists, only as an abstraction from...

I was considering posting this on the 20-29 category, but instead decided to post it here because I am 19. I will be 20 in October and I feel ashamed to say that I've accomplished nothing with my life. People at my age could've: - Got A*s across all their subjects - Be studying at University -...

I've consistently been addicted to edging since I was 11 years old and learned to masturbate without using porn, putting me in the category of one of the most addicted persons. I've never truly developed a personality of my own because of this, on the outside I seem shy and introverted to other...