Recent content by Impulse6701

This is hard to write, but I broke my streak this Sunday. I wanted to try waking up at 7am each day of the week for a whole week straight. But that night, I was up until 4AM, and reading and sleep music did not help. I got really desperate, frustrated, and depressed, so I watched a single video...

No porn, but it's really hard not to go a night without 'spanking the monkey'. I'm trying melatonin tablets at night to help me get to sleep faster, but I think they just *keep* me asleep, not help with getting to sleep distraction-free. Reading helps a little bit before bed. Also not eating too...

Missed another few days--again! All good though, didn't watch any porn. Tbh things have been going a little rough. I've been feeling really down and haven't been keeping to my reading or training schedule very much. I also got hit with some massive regret+shame feelings today and yesterday...

Missed a few days updating this thread, but good news is I didn't watch any porn thus far. I did break my rule about only "meditating" on Mondays, but I am trying to be forgiving with myself. I want to get much better at waking up at 6am in the mornings to go to the gym, as I really hate losing...

Hello all, this is my story... I first started watching porn when I was ~15. It started fairly innocently, just a teenager looking up "Girls kissing" on YouTube, eventually I was watching porn almost every night in my teens and twenties. I would sometimes go a couple weeks or even a month...