Recent content by henrychinaski

My name is Matt. Not Henry. I don't know why I feel that's important. It's not I guess. I am stuck in an endless cycle of relapses and I'm beginning to wonder what the fucking point of trying is. I had a nice long pornfree period of 87 days before I relapsed briefly. I then began another of...

Hello all, I recently started dating a girl that I had broken up with before I stopped porn. The first time we dated I never really felt comfortable. The sex wasn't even remotely enjoyable, I felt next to nothing, and over time that became humiliating for me. Probably for her too. So I broke...

Hey all, I would say that for the last week or so, I've been struggling with some pretty insane urges. I've looked at some SFW non-porn images and gone out of the way to do it, and I know that's related to porn addiction. I think my mind is telling me to go all the way. It's been pretty...

I have never suffered from ED. I just can't orgasm. There seems to be a lot more lit on ED than DE, and I'm just curious how I can test my progress with a girl. I'm committed to no PMO at all and no stimulation at all for 30 days. Sort of anxious about what happens after that.

Eleven days. Almost two weeks! I'm an avid reader. I have ambitions about being a paid, full-time writer. Porn killed my concentration. Killed my drive. Killed my ability to follow through on my ambitions. Just killed all of it. I started and stopped the same damn Ernest Hemingway novel...

I wanted to say thank you to everyone who is involved in this forum. I've been keeping a journal. I'm a writer. I'd encourage everyone to do the same thing.

I'm 30 years old and have been addiction for undetermined period of time, but conservatively, twelve years. I am nine days into reboot. I've started a journal and doing some home workouts. I'm getting my bike fixed up to. Had a busy off day today. I took pains to ensure it. I had friends...

Hello. Just joined and I'm seven days in! I'm proud of that. Got a little one next to my name on /r/pornfree and everything. But I'm frightened anyway. Not because I want to watch porn. I am so done with that. Gabe's video on youtube, plus reading about porn addiction  and watching a Ted Talk...