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Why this never ending cycle of periods where my penis works for a period of time and then will stop working and feel strange? It feels cold sometimes and small and difficult to get an erection... What is going on?

I masturbated for the first time in 116 days. I was really struggling yesterday. I didn't use porn, didn't use a death grip, and finished in about 3 minutes. How bad is this?

I feel really bad right now..................... My girlfriend and I started to try to have sex several months ago. In my original post I said that I hurt her more than necessary when we were working on having sex for the first time because my penis wouldn't work very well. Now we have had sex...

Okay, so for those of us who have been rebooting for awhile, who are in long term relationships, and began to have sex during reboot but, more often than not, struggle to maintain an erection. How do we deal with being terrible at sex? It's probably extremely unsexy and not good when we struggle...

As the title says, how likely is it that I have a biological problem at age 25? I never tried to have sex before 6 months ago (and I did PMO often before) and I've been rebooting for 105 days. I did about 50 days of hard mode no PMO and have had sex probably 10-15 times in the last 55 days. I am...

After being P and M free for 105 days, and having had successful sex several times, I feel no better than day 1. My penis works sometimes and other times it's a total failure. I rarely wake up with MW. Every time I attempt sex now I feel as if it is Russian roulette whether my stupid dick will...

I've been rebooting for about 50+ days now. Does anyone have trouble getting/staying hard in certain positions like standing up or in the missionary position? I can get them easily while lying down or sitting but struggle with the other positions :(

I'm curious whether anyone else has experienced this. Yesterday I was with my girlfriend, this is the first time I went over by her since last Thursday. I was lying in bed with her fooling around and I had a really hard erection for about 1 hour then went away mostly. We couldn't have sex since...

I am extremely depressed today. I am truly scared that my ED will not be cured. I am confident that if it is PIED I will eventually get better, but I am not 100% sure it is PIED. I have spent all day on this forum and really have no motivation to do anything...and I really do need to be doing my...

Okay I decided to start a journal and become more active in this community. My P and M history: I started masturbating when I was about 10 or 11 years old. I saw my first porn when I was maybe 12 years old. This was on dial up AOL internet and was nothing but nude pictures. I didn't even know...

How likely is it that a 25 year old has a physical or biological problem as the cause of ED? Is it even worth going to a doctor? I'm worried that if I go to a doctor to get checked I will just be told "it's all in your head" which, frankly, I'm sick of hearing that sentence. Obviously our...

Do all guys flatline? I have been rebooting for about a month and haven't experienced what I'm certain is a flatline. After a few weeks my penis felt cold, small, and numb but I was still able to achieve some weak erections when I was with my girlfriend. This feeling only lasted for about 4 or 5...

Okay so here's my PMO history. I am a healthy 25 years old and started to M when I was about 11 years old. I didn't start watching P until I was about 15 years old and this wasn't very often, maybe a few times a month while my parents were gone for the night. It wasn't until around 19 or 20 that...