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  1. J

    Definitely feel addicted but...

    Since I eas around 12 or 13 and im 39. And not anything id call an actual sincere attempt in sincere honesty so ill just say no i haven't
  2. J

    Day one.

    Day two. Started by watching wrestling. Off to work
  3. J

    Introduction

    Ty. I appreciate your time
  4. J

    Introduction

    Why does my post keep getting moved from getting started to porn addiction. Fucking changed it three times ugh
  5. J

    Introduction

    39 years old, dealt with porn and sex addiction basically since i was 12. Depression and anxiety also. Im here seeking accountability buddies while i process through a reboot in conjunction with weekly therapy sessions
  6. J

    Day one.

    Did I use porn today? No What were my triggers? My ex body How did I soothe my anxiety or stress? I watched primitive technology vids on YouTube What am I grateful for today? Having a home Day counter! One
  7. J

    Day one.

    First full day of abstinence. Did chores as a substitute. Watched the basics of rebooting video. Trying to write up a list of substitute behaviors. I really feel lost and alone and adrift.
  8. J

    Definitely feel addicted but...

    I can cum purely without porn simply fantasizing. I don't understand why i feel compelled to seek it out anyway
  9. J

    Venous Leak

    No problem. Today is my first day without porn. I literally just now watched the reboot basics vid. Hope you feel better soon
  10. J

    Venous Leak

    I personally was just trying to show some solidarity
  11. J

    Venous Leak

    Im just getting started at age 39. You got this
  12. J

    New journal. I hate Journaling

    What are my triggers. Cut and paste here
  13. J

    New journal. I hate Journaling

    I aways wake up early mornings and honestly that's the worst temptation time for me. Today i mostly ignored the temptation by replacing masturbation with chores.
  14. J

    Seeking accountability partner or partners

    Brand new here but i definitely feel the need for one.
  15. J

    New journal. I hate Journaling

    Mom was more of a friend than a parent. Raised me and my brother by herself. Rapid cycling manic. Alot of mental health issues myself. She repeatedly let me catch her getting laid as i hit puberty. That and completely uncontrolled access to the internet led me to lose my virginity at 15 to a 27...
  16. J

    New here

    I find early mornings before my ex wakes up to be the worst time. All i have is my kindle with YouTube she holds my phone. I really need to figure out how to get solo coping skills going.
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