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This is what porn says to me whenever I try to reason with my addictive voice, usually when stressed: ANALYSIS IN BOLD I've always been sceptical of trying new things, stuck in this pathetic introvert bubble I try to rationalise away. I try to just tell myself that I'm scared but it's just my...

Every single decision I've made since discovering pornography is to avoid discipline to experience pleasure, to avoid any experiences that I could consider negative whilst wasting my time searching for 'that perfect video'. My friends introduced me to some more extreme genres involving real...

I've became everything I ever hated. I'm becoming like my mother, who neglected me as a child in favour of sex. I neglect my responsibilities in like for a 'fun time' only to end up disappointed and nothing, no excuse nor rationalisation, can ever ease the pain, only blanket it, as the porn...

I'll go on a random anonymous forum and crack jokes. I know what time the women are online, I probably engage with the same few each time, but I don't really care. I talk to them, ask explicitly for sex and they oblige even though I don't know anything about them. They could be anyone! Who said...

I've sank so low that I've been asking middle-aged women for sex because my porn binging sessions just aren't enough and I feel as though I'd settle for anyone at this point. None of the girls online which I roleplay with can ever fulfil me because I crave real intimacy and human connection, but...

I slipped