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Quick TL;DR >Used lots of porn from the time I was a kiddie >Fast forward to when I was 17, failed at having sex with GF twice >Fast forward to 18, failed at having sex with another GF >Decided to reboot >Fast forward to 18, manage to get like 20 days clean under my belt >Girl wants sex...

I very heavily considered just making a new account so as to not suffer the shame of coming back after so long away, but I figured the shame would probably be a good motivator. I was active on here about 3 months ago, managed to get a streak going of 15 days I think, but relapsed heavily after...

So this is something I've been thinking a lot about. What effect would getting a handjob or blowjob from my SO have on my reboot? I've only been clean of PMO for five days now (edged once, which I'm counting as a relapse) but, though I know I'm still not recovered enough to have actual...

TL;DR I'm 18 and couldn't have sex with my girlfriend so I'm rebooting and this is my journal.        Hello everyone. I'm going to keep my real name anonymous for now, but if you'd like to refer to me by something you can call me Awkward. Or whatever you'd like, really.     I'm 18 years old...