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    Lost the girl of my dreams with the stuff of my nightmares...

    Porn won on this occasion, I couldn't get it up, even though I lay next to someone I loved more than anything. She has some body issues but also loves to feel loved and desired both of which I did, but could do little. She's met someone local to her, and I know one of the prime decisions is my...
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    Dopamine addict or porn addict?

    I had this thought today, the addicted self merely uses porn as a vehicle to feed its dopamine addiction, piggy backing on a primal urge that facilitates the hit, while at the same time potentially nullifying love. I think its important to see the deception - porn has nothing to do with love or...
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    On the outside looking in...

    Does anyone else like me feel marginalised, feel the world has nothing to do with them, I feel like an icebreaker going through a sea of other peoples lives when I walk into town, I don't feel part of humanity it has little relevance to me. I'm friendly and approachable but theres a hollowness...
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    Addiction likes ritual

    I was thinking about when I first got into this back in the early 90's, the bong of the dial up modem, the ever increasing search for variety from various web based sources, through practical application of technology. The archival of files, the obsession to store, the interest in hiding hidden...
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    Why not clean up your life?, not just your P habit...

    I've found since I've changed my diet to mainly a liquid supplement and healthy eating physically Ive never felt better. Once I've lost a little more weight I'll start cycling again and maybe row. I feel that quitting porn genuinely gives you a second chance at life so you should embrace it...
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    To any lurkers...

    To any lurkers... I'd suggest you join us and fight. The fact that as of now according to my browser right now theres 7 members and 68 people viewing the forum speaks volumes. Its okay to admit you have a problem its not evangelism or unsexy unfeminine or unmasculine to admit that a porn...
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    2nd date tomorrow... rather concerned...

    Ive been acting out and in recovery since the early 90's, its taken a terrible toll on me. I feel quite sad lugging round this big secret of mine that seems to keep me single. I don't ask girls out because of the PIED and I don't actually feel that worthy or virtuous, given the quantity of porn...
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    Day One-ish of a Life...

    I'm Chris from England. I say Day one-ish of a LIFE, as before today I was merely EXISTING - huge difference. I'd like to thank Gabe from the bottom of my heart for both his bravery frankness and honesty in speaking out about this modern blight on mens lives, and helping me find this forum. I'd...
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