Hey
Eago, your username makes me think of Iago in Aladdin, a great movie! Its too bad you relapsed man but these things happen, its like any other addiction, it can grab you and beat the shit out of you mentally! My first attempt at rebooting went so badly, its insane; managed 1 month clean and then just completely reverted back to my old ways! I spent several months, 4-5 at least just binging on P and being in denial about my problem. And then when I started again now this summer I managed 11 days or so before relapsing AGAIN. But I've learned a lot from it!
You however have not wasted that amount of time in denial however! Your relapse is a small mistake! Does it suck to go back to day 0? Hell yeah. But dude, you managed
67 days of no PMO! That's
HUGE! If you can do 67, this time you can do 90 or even 120 and then on to a life that can stay free from P forever.
I'm lonely too and I have no GF either, but at this point in time I don't feel like I'm ready for one either. Feeling trapped in your own web of addiction is something I think most of us here has felt. But posting your first entry here is a big step forward. When someone writes in my journal and I know they've taken their time to read about my thoughts, feelings and experiences... its a big relief! You get a sense that you're not alone in this, you will get that feeling too!
Now, as first steps of taking a better approach of no PMO, I'd suggest installing either k9 web protection or the Firefox/Chrome addons "Web Filter" (Same addon for both browsers). Review what triggered your relapse, did you just suddenly have a moment of weakness and think "I can look at just a little porn, its no big deal." or what happened?
How much have you read about your addiction? Did you perhaps watch Gabe's video's here on the starting page? Read any articles on yourbrainonporn.com? I'm going to give you a link to a very long post from a guy who I really feel like he hit the nail on the head when it comes to this addiction, it helped me change my mindset for the better!
http://yourbrainonporn.com/my-thoughts-rebooting-extremely-long-post
And finally, in my signature I have a small quote below my counter from a user here on the forum that I think you should take to heart!