lilnavadaa
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Thought I'd post about my experience with weed and my struggle to beat my pmo addiction.
I mentioned in a couple other posts about this but thought it deserved a spotlight.
When ever I would smoke a lil dub or pack a lil bowl of the sticky green ..porn would come to mind and resisting the urge became impossible resist! I could not think..except think that I needed my hit and needed it NOW.
Once after smoking a lil bud I got an urge and and STRONG one.. I didn't have access to it for days so I was glad BUT the urge I got from weed did not go away! I repeat the urge did NOT go away! It lasted for days and days until access was available and I finally relapsed. Those days I was mad because I wanted to pmo. I was frustrated and pissed the urge would not go away.
I'm not gonna smoke anymore fuck that those urges sucked ass.
My wise advise do not smoke weed ..especially during this reboot.
Also it wasn't until recently this started happening where I would smoke and the urge was like a demon possessing me forcing me to pmo!
This is war.
I mentioned in a couple other posts about this but thought it deserved a spotlight.
When ever I would smoke a lil dub or pack a lil bowl of the sticky green ..porn would come to mind and resisting the urge became impossible resist! I could not think..except think that I needed my hit and needed it NOW.
Once after smoking a lil bud I got an urge and and STRONG one.. I didn't have access to it for days so I was glad BUT the urge I got from weed did not go away! I repeat the urge did NOT go away! It lasted for days and days until access was available and I finally relapsed. Those days I was mad because I wanted to pmo. I was frustrated and pissed the urge would not go away.
I'm not gonna smoke anymore fuck that those urges sucked ass.
My wise advise do not smoke weed ..especially during this reboot.
Also it wasn't until recently this started happening where I would smoke and the urge was like a demon possessing me forcing me to pmo!
This is war.