getagrip
Active Member
Hi, my name is Rich, 66 years old, and this is my first post. What an amazing group of people who are assembled here to help each other! Glad to be here.
Anyway, I am just starting to figure out my reboot program, but first a little about myself. The subject of 95% of the porn I watch is women spanking men. Spanking porn or just fantasizing about spanking is what I always orgasm to. Even when I was married (I'm divorced now) I had to think about my fetish in order to orgasm.
But getting back to the porn itself, when I am not watching my fetish stuff and/or masturbating, I have a very strong attraction to very pretty, young, feminine women, to the point of obession. During the average day, I think much more about pretty young women than I do about my spanking fetish. So now I finally come to my point: I have decided that at least for my own purposes, looking obsessively at photos of pretty young women, USUALLY FULLY CLOTHED I might add, is pornography. At least for me. I can look at, and look for, such photos for hours. Pinterest has a vast number of such photos. Just before I wrote this post, I deleted all my Pinterest feed boards that featured pretty young women and I deleted my "private board" in which I collected such photos.
Guess I'm just saying that at least in my case, photos of women fully clothed and not doing anything especially sexual definitely constitute pornography.
The apparent disconnect between my spanking fetish and my obsessive, pornographic-like attraction to young women is something I am going to discuss with a therapist.
Anyway, I am just starting to figure out my reboot program, but first a little about myself. The subject of 95% of the porn I watch is women spanking men. Spanking porn or just fantasizing about spanking is what I always orgasm to. Even when I was married (I'm divorced now) I had to think about my fetish in order to orgasm.
But getting back to the porn itself, when I am not watching my fetish stuff and/or masturbating, I have a very strong attraction to very pretty, young, feminine women, to the point of obession. During the average day, I think much more about pretty young women than I do about my spanking fetish. So now I finally come to my point: I have decided that at least for my own purposes, looking obsessively at photos of pretty young women, USUALLY FULLY CLOTHED I might add, is pornography. At least for me. I can look at, and look for, such photos for hours. Pinterest has a vast number of such photos. Just before I wrote this post, I deleted all my Pinterest feed boards that featured pretty young women and I deleted my "private board" in which I collected such photos.
Guess I'm just saying that at least in my case, photos of women fully clothed and not doing anything especially sexual definitely constitute pornography.
The apparent disconnect between my spanking fetish and my obsessive, pornographic-like attraction to young women is something I am going to discuss with a therapist.