Strong urge tonight to look at Porn and M
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willtochange
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Sorry to see that no one responded, i try and get on daily to encourage others. Did you relapse or make it through?
willtochange
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Good to hear and man yeah i agree my counter is behind quite a few hours so it makes my real days seem off. Today is day 15 for me no P and it's showing different
willtochange
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I found this, hope it helps.
How to change the number of days on my counter?
You can easily set your counter to any number of days. To do that, first sign in to your Counter Control Panel. You can do this by clicking your counter and following the instructions.
Once your Control Panel has loaded, you should see a reset button near the top of the page. Look for a button under the text, "Need to reset your counter?"
Click this button whenever you need to reset your counter or set your counter to a certain number of days.
Although the button will reset your counter to zero, a text box will also appear. Using this box you can set the counter to whatever number of days you want. You can use decimal numbers, so for 2 days and 12 hours, you would enter "2.5" in the box.
Don't forget to press return or click "Save"! After you are done, you should see the change both in the counter at the top of your page, and also in the forum. Your counter will continue to count up automatically, just like always.
How to change the number of days on my counter?
You can easily set your counter to any number of days. To do that, first sign in to your Counter Control Panel. You can do this by clicking your counter and following the instructions.
Once your Control Panel has loaded, you should see a reset button near the top of the page. Look for a button under the text, "Need to reset your counter?"
Click this button whenever you need to reset your counter or set your counter to a certain number of days.
Although the button will reset your counter to zero, a text box will also appear. Using this box you can set the counter to whatever number of days you want. You can use decimal numbers, so for 2 days and 12 hours, you would enter "2.5" in the box.
Don't forget to press return or click "Save"! After you are done, you should see the change both in the counter at the top of your page, and also in the forum. Your counter will continue to count up automatically, just like always.
Jones
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Omg this just happen to me couple minutes ago thank God i have pluckeye installed,However being so close to relapsing today set me back longer/deeper into the flatline.I saw some nudes which i searched for on youtube because pluckeye blocks images on google i almost gave in but naa It's not gonna happen again though.
willtochange
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http://www1.k9webprotection.com/
laalee
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OOOOHHHHNOOOOOO 
The urge has hit me again tonight to look at P PMO. I believe i am on flatline i cant believe this, i have been on a dating site for a while now.
Anyway today was triggered the site asked me to verify my age etc so i did. The next thing i know it showed me members profiles and some sent me
messages which showed everything. I was so shocked in a minute i felt arousal and freaked out and quickly logged out.
It has made me crazy today looking at people in a sexual way. I hate this i also thought about hooking up with a random and all these thoughts. I am home now thank-God and i didn't give in but i feel it in my belly like i want it i want it. HELLLPPPP
The urge has hit me again tonight to look at P PMO. I believe i am on flatline i cant believe this, i have been on a dating site for a while now.
Anyway today was triggered the site asked me to verify my age etc so i did. The next thing i know it showed me members profiles and some sent me
messages which showed everything. I was so shocked in a minute i felt arousal and freaked out and quickly logged out.
It has made me crazy today looking at people in a sexual way. I hate this i also thought about hooking up with a random and all these thoughts. I am home now thank-God and i didn't give in but i feel it in my belly like i want it i want it. HELLLPPPP
Laalee,
Stay strong man. I feel like PIED adds a whole additional layer to this recovery process. In one hand it gives us (lol no pun intended) more of a reason to quit P, but in the other it creates a huge amount of self doubt, anxiety, depression etc. I had to just start believing in myself, that even though things weren't working normally, that I'd still be healed. Its a very slow process but recovery does happen. Many times I've thought along the way "maybe I should just M and edge a little and see" but I know we all preach the 90 hard reboot for a reason, and to resist the urge. You can do it!
Stay strong man. I feel like PIED adds a whole additional layer to this recovery process. In one hand it gives us (lol no pun intended) more of a reason to quit P, but in the other it creates a huge amount of self doubt, anxiety, depression etc. I had to just start believing in myself, that even though things weren't working normally, that I'd still be healed. Its a very slow process but recovery does happen. Many times I've thought along the way "maybe I should just M and edge a little and see" but I know we all preach the 90 hard reboot for a reason, and to resist the urge. You can do it!