This is my fifth day and i feel way better than before. I don't feel like a weirdo no more. I know i still have a lot to go just to get back to my normal self too but am making progress day by day. I remember one time for the first time i was like 30 days without pmo I got me the hottest girlfriend i could possibly imagine. She was a dime. Something that i knew i could get but my shyness and social skill at that time were bad. 30 days it's something great for me cuz my whole life i couldn't pass 4 days without pmo or m. I lost her because my pmo started changing everything. I kept on getting weirder and weirder and I couldn't stop lusting after every girl i seen walking by. She left me eventually cuz i wasn't man enough and she was right so I lost the biggest opportunity of my life. Now i have another girlfriend and she is a nympho. I wish i could take breaks from sex. I would like to do it once a week while dealing with my pmo but that's not gonna happen cuz we'll end up arguing but anyways. .I hope being sexually active doesn't have any effect on my recovery and if it does can someone please let me know. Thanks.