First time posting in those kind of forums (call it shame, guilt ...)
In my opinion, and I have good reasons to believe it's accurate there are at least two types of nofapers - nopmoers :
First, a large population of people that suffers from ED, delayed ejaculations.
Second, a smaller set of people suffered from OCD, premature ejaculations
Me and very likely you @yesyes1234, are from the second group, my case:
36 yo, being pmoing for 20 years, subtle behavioural OCD, let's call it pure OCD (persistent thoughts in the brain )
1 year 12 days p free , and 1 year 2 months 20 days m free,
I thank everyone trying to help here but most (including myself) are no scientists, so when people have never studied cases of OCD related to porn use and probably never seen some recovering from porn addiction to see if its OCD has gone, in such case they can not throw conclusions based on their feeling of the situation.
Me neither, but as OCD myself still struggling with rebooting (I consider myself an extreme case), I've noticed two kind of processes in my brain :
One of sex obsessions (this is obvious)
(Lately my mind try to play new tricks that is )
Second, of being undermined and in need to get even with my previous enemies, those thoughts are so powerful that are torture like, their only purpose is to weaken my control over my self to fall into the trap, nothing else.
Along with other anxiety tortures, by being physically sick.
I repeat my case is very extreme you can't just use porn for the longer chunk of your life and then just stop and think things will go back to normal immediately, but
I was prescribed Lexapro, took it for a month then stopped it, now I use prayer and mindfulness. I'm just determined to stand against OCD by Myself, and you can see what aim my OCD is directed. It is in direct relation with my recovery. That's all I can tell for now.
I'm doing things I really never would have done them, I use my time wisely, I think I could never get up early when I don't have strong incentive, my control over my self improve every day, I can set goals and achieve them without procrastination, I can set rules to be strictly obeyed, really growing up.
I think whether you'll be cured from OCD or not, note that rebooting is rebuilding your brain, you'll certainly have a better control of your thoughts when you recover. And in my opinion if you have to choose between medication and rebooting, the latter would be a wiser choice.
Good luck