imnipper
Member
I never thought this would be so hard.
I hit this site hard when I discovered it earlier this year confident that I could "slay the dragon" and use the site and the support that I have to help.
I failed and then I failed again. I am trying to keep it in perspective and was told that it is not surprising that I was unable to give up porn and stop masturbating for more than a couple of days, that this process is new and unknown and that it is still possible to succeed.
Today is my 52nd birthday and I have spent the last couple of months bargaining with myself, reflecting on how I have used porn, how I have engaged sexually throughout my life, how I have aged, how the rules have changed and what I can expect going forward.
I hope (and think) I have a better understanding of this reboot process works and I am approaching it as someone who has tried before and, through that experience, may have a better understanding of the triggers and how to use the tools that I have to beat this.
I take profound hope in the message that we can reboot, that I can know a sexually satisfying relationship and that I will find life with pixels not to be a compromise.
I hit this site hard when I discovered it earlier this year confident that I could "slay the dragon" and use the site and the support that I have to help.
I failed and then I failed again. I am trying to keep it in perspective and was told that it is not surprising that I was unable to give up porn and stop masturbating for more than a couple of days, that this process is new and unknown and that it is still possible to succeed.
Today is my 52nd birthday and I have spent the last couple of months bargaining with myself, reflecting on how I have used porn, how I have engaged sexually throughout my life, how I have aged, how the rules have changed and what I can expect going forward.
I hope (and think) I have a better understanding of this reboot process works and I am approaching it as someone who has tried before and, through that experience, may have a better understanding of the triggers and how to use the tools that I have to beat this.
I take profound hope in the message that we can reboot, that I can know a sexually satisfying relationship and that I will find life with pixels not to be a compromise.