Reboot_Dude
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Farmer is completely correct I'm afraid.
Reboot_Dude said:Farmer is completely correct I'm afraid.
I'm not sure what to do because I haven't been able to form a commitment to want to get better yet. I may need personal support such as a Noah Church. Not sure yet! I am very afraid and need help. I feel powerless over this addiction.
I dunno what to do at this point.
Like for example even if I was on a normal non-sexual talk/appearance or non-nude Skype video Session (just a simple chat between two buddies) with a friend however, he instantly gives me an arousal for a while, but what if I don't act on it or dwell on it? Is this still considered a relapse? Or just treading on dangerous water as long as I have the willpower to not act on masturbation afterwards or during the session? Or even fantasize afterwards?
I don't know how I should feel about giving up a simple Skype friendship if he arouses me. But if I don't act on it and don't dwell on masturbating afterwards, it shouldn't count as a relapse?
Do you really want to recover?
Do you really want to be whole and functional again?
What are you willing to do in order to accomplish that?
What are you willing to do in order to accomplish that?
You're not helping. At all. You're not being sympathetic at all. To you, you're just going on about the scientific facts which I respect.
Farmer1016 said:You're not helping. At all. You're not being sympathetic at all. To you, you're just going on about the scientific facts which I respect.
I'm truly sorry you feel that way. I've offered you the best possible advice that I can give which is, as you note, based on scientific facts and what are proven requisites for recovery.
Perhaps you'll fare better than the thousands of others before you who attempted the addiction recovery process while investing less than a 100% effort.
I wish you the very best of luck with that.
Farmer1016 said:I admit to being a little hesitant to wade in again. Your prior responses indicated a desire for me to move along.
If you want straightforward feedback regarding what you've got going on, I'm more than happy to offer it. If you want me to engage with you further, let me know. Otherwise, I'll refrain.
I haven't been able to really commit, and it's difficult.
Farmer1016 said:Any activity which leads to arousal (erection, pre-cum release, etc) is flooding your brain with dopamine. That dopamine release is what you're trying to avoid as part of your recovery.
Edging is masturbation in which you take yourself to the "edge" but don't allow yourself to orgasm. Some guys do that for hours on end. It's harmful in that it can lead to ejaculatory issues later on via intercourse.
Farmer1016 said:Anything that leads to arousal needs to be eliminated. Any dopamine releasing activities that you leave behind will inhibit your recovery.
Think of it this way, a person who is hooked on drugs cannot get clean and sober by eliminating everything except for the Xanax. That remaining pill will stand between him and the man he wants to be.
This is not an easy process. In fact, in the beginning, it's very difficult.
Before long though, you'll be cruising right along to a better you.