(Girl here, fyi)
Sometimes, when I think about the things I've watched, it makes me feel horrible about myself.
Im a straight female, and I've watched girl/girl, guy/guy, and girl/guy porn, and I just wish I'd never found porn in the first place at the age of ten...It makes me feel gross after im done watching(never masturbated to it before, go figure...) because I dont like girls(only started watching lesbian porn because it looked more gentle than the straight stuff), the guy/guy scenes look like they hurt... alot, and the majority of straight porn is just down right violent and abusive towards women.
I feel like if anyone were to know what I've seen and what I'm going through, they'd think I'm a pervert and wont love me anymore...it terrifies me... There are days when I hate myself because of this, and I'm having one of those days.
I wanna forget the things I've seen...but I know it will never ever happen...
Anyone else feel the same? Feel free to vent here!!
Sometimes, when I think about the things I've watched, it makes me feel horrible about myself.
Im a straight female, and I've watched girl/girl, guy/guy, and girl/guy porn, and I just wish I'd never found porn in the first place at the age of ten...It makes me feel gross after im done watching(never masturbated to it before, go figure...) because I dont like girls(only started watching lesbian porn because it looked more gentle than the straight stuff), the guy/guy scenes look like they hurt... alot, and the majority of straight porn is just down right violent and abusive towards women.
I feel like if anyone were to know what I've seen and what I'm going through, they'd think I'm a pervert and wont love me anymore...it terrifies me... There are days when I hate myself because of this, and I'm having one of those days.
I wanna forget the things I've seen...but I know it will never ever happen...
Anyone else feel the same? Feel free to vent here!!