newtrack86
New Member
Firstly hello to anyone who reads this. Its good to know that theres so many other people in the same boat here and that so many others have made it through!
I've actually lost count how many times I've tried this now but I feel like I've hit a point where it's affecting my life so much that I can't see any other alternative. Im now 28 years old and I'm losing touch with the person that I used to be thanks to my PMO addiction. 28 years old and I've never been in a proper relationship, which is pretty depressing. All the opportunities I have missed, passed up and avoided just to take the easy option!
This is my list of reasons why I need to make a change in my life and give up porn for good, in no particular order!
Get a girlfriend.
Get the confidence to get a new job and stop coasting.
Be able to talk to people without feeling ashamed.
Feel good about myself for once.
Get in shape.
Be more social.
Do something with my life.
Not act so weird around people.
Be able to genuinely smile and not look fake.
Not have that fuzzy head feeling.
Get my sense of humour back properly.
What I have learned though through my many, many failures though is that in my case drugs and alcohol are the porn binge catalysts during a successful reboot streak. If only they weren't so damn moreish! Time for them to go as well.
And so it begins (again!).....
I've actually lost count how many times I've tried this now but I feel like I've hit a point where it's affecting my life so much that I can't see any other alternative. Im now 28 years old and I'm losing touch with the person that I used to be thanks to my PMO addiction. 28 years old and I've never been in a proper relationship, which is pretty depressing. All the opportunities I have missed, passed up and avoided just to take the easy option!
This is my list of reasons why I need to make a change in my life and give up porn for good, in no particular order!
Get a girlfriend.
Get the confidence to get a new job and stop coasting.
Be able to talk to people without feeling ashamed.
Feel good about myself for once.
Get in shape.
Be more social.
Do something with my life.
Not act so weird around people.
Be able to genuinely smile and not look fake.
Not have that fuzzy head feeling.
Get my sense of humour back properly.
What I have learned though through my many, many failures though is that in my case drugs and alcohol are the porn binge catalysts during a successful reboot streak. If only they weren't so damn moreish! Time for them to go as well.
And so it begins (again!).....