BuddhaAwake
Active Member
Today is only day 6 for me (the tracker app isn't taking new counters for some reason), but I am seeing some results. I haven't really had significant withdrawal symptoms (do these start later in the process?). I feel more love and affection for my wife. Last night I gave her an hour-long, non-sexual massage, and have been caressing her-something I hadn't done in many months.
I have reduced my Internet videogame Gin Rummy playing so as to not flood dopamine with videogame playing. I now relax when I am playing and only play 3-4 games instead of playing for hours when I wanted to stop.
Also, this morning I attended a Buddhist meditation group for the first time in years. I am retired and have not had much socializing in years. It felt good to get back into the world and meet new people with a common interest!
I'm taking it one day at a time. I know not to be cocky just because I haven't had strong withdrawal symptoms yet.
I have reduced my Internet videogame Gin Rummy playing so as to not flood dopamine with videogame playing. I now relax when I am playing and only play 3-4 games instead of playing for hours when I wanted to stop.
Also, this morning I attended a Buddhist meditation group for the first time in years. I am retired and have not had much socializing in years. It felt good to get back into the world and meet new people with a common interest!
I'm taking it one day at a time. I know not to be cocky just because I haven't had strong withdrawal symptoms yet.