woockie
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Hey there fellow fapstranauts! I'd like to welcome you to my journal. A little background for ya, over the last 6 to 8 months my life has spiraled out of control. It started out with the lose of my girlfriend whom I dated on and off through out high school. It was rough for me, moving out of my apartment and back in with my parents. After that I lost the job I which I held for 3 years. Then Came the struggle of my sexual orientation. Oh how this question festered. As it festered my anxiety grew, the more anxiety the more distant I became, the more distance there was the more depressed I got. It got to the point where I stopped functioning.
One night I find myself strolling through Netflix and decided upon George Carlin: Jammin in New York. After I finished it I realized this man is highly intelligent and interesting so I watch it again. This time it hits me PORN BRAIN PORN BRAIN PORN BRAIN. Holy f***... I have been PMO'ing from an extremely young age, about 11 or 12. At least once a day for sure but depending on my mood that number could sky rocket as I'm sure many of you know. Yet for some reason I shrugged it off (possibly rationalizing in order to keep my addiction ssafe). Until I watched Louis C.K.'a Hilarious. Once again PORN BRAIN is brought up. Although this time it's a little easier to understand this was my Erika!
So I'd like to know when did the idea that PMO'ing was harmful jump into your mind?
Hi, my name is Nate and I'm addicted to f*cking myself over.
One night I find myself strolling through Netflix and decided upon George Carlin: Jammin in New York. After I finished it I realized this man is highly intelligent and interesting so I watch it again. This time it hits me PORN BRAIN PORN BRAIN PORN BRAIN. Holy f***... I have been PMO'ing from an extremely young age, about 11 or 12. At least once a day for sure but depending on my mood that number could sky rocket as I'm sure many of you know. Yet for some reason I shrugged it off (possibly rationalizing in order to keep my addiction ssafe). Until I watched Louis C.K.'a Hilarious. Once again PORN BRAIN is brought up. Although this time it's a little easier to understand this was my Erika!
So I'd like to know when did the idea that PMO'ing was harmful jump into your mind?
Hi, my name is Nate and I'm addicted to f*cking myself over.