KittyHawk
Active Member
Hi everyone,
after trying to quit porn for cca 1 year, I decided to try Reboot Nation.
I work on computer so the temptation is always present (I can do incredible things to cheat porn blockers).
But when I am here, thinking about the addiction itself, the urge to use porn is much lower.
I am 31 years old. I was a virgin until 28 and even after that didn't have real sex much. Today I think the main cause to blame for my celibacy is in fact online porn addiction that started developing right after I bought my first personal laptop at age of 18. I am married now and have PIED (porn induced erectile dysfunction). Last October I quit porn... I quit it 100 times since then. Because I never persist.
To cheat myself, I started edging (with false logic that if you don't orgasm, there's no need to reset the clock).
Can't say for sure the porn/edging is the only/main reason but I developed crippling case of pelvic floor dysfunction on February 2016. Sitting for a long time = pelvic pain. Orgasm = pelvic pain. Still, I keep relapsing....I was edging to some porn this morning.
I'll appreciate any moral support. I feel as a weak and bad person.
after trying to quit porn for cca 1 year, I decided to try Reboot Nation.
I work on computer so the temptation is always present (I can do incredible things to cheat porn blockers).
But when I am here, thinking about the addiction itself, the urge to use porn is much lower.
I am 31 years old. I was a virgin until 28 and even after that didn't have real sex much. Today I think the main cause to blame for my celibacy is in fact online porn addiction that started developing right after I bought my first personal laptop at age of 18. I am married now and have PIED (porn induced erectile dysfunction). Last October I quit porn... I quit it 100 times since then. Because I never persist.
To cheat myself, I started edging (with false logic that if you don't orgasm, there's no need to reset the clock).
Can't say for sure the porn/edging is the only/main reason but I developed crippling case of pelvic floor dysfunction on February 2016. Sitting for a long time = pelvic pain. Orgasm = pelvic pain. Still, I keep relapsing....I was edging to some porn this morning.
I'll appreciate any moral support. I feel as a weak and bad person.