beat my record

[heroack]

i first found this website deep in a darkhole looking for the light. I set a goal that i wasnt gonna watch porn at least for 7th day but relapse on my 6th. The reason why it because i had to use my old phone for a while and i had some bookmarks there that i found and watch them on my wamhome, it was the 5th day. On the 6th day i woke up and the only way i was gonna delete them was  masturbating to them, so i did. Today its my 5th day again clean and everything its going well so far, i dont have anything than can trigger my addiction. I hope i can get to my 7th day again. Thanks everyone for support and good luck to everyone on their journey.

 

[heroack]

I feel so depressed and tire. Afraid to even talk or speak my mind, afraid tf been judge, i dont know whats wrong. I thought i would feel better as the days pass but its not like that. I hate feeling tire all the time. I cant wait till i start feeling better. Hopefully within a month i see results. I do see some now like i dont feel that much shame anymore but anyways i just wanted to get that out there too.