captaintiger
Member
Please can someone tell me what's wrong with me. I can't stand being without P for 4-5 days, 7 at most. It always great at the beginning, I have an optimistic midset and thinking: "Now I'll nail it". But after 2 days this midset begins to wear off, the pressure begins to mount in my chest, and after several days of this pressure I can't hold on. It is unbearable, and even if I'm still ready to fight against this enemy, my mind begins to disobey me -- I start looking P and seem to be unable to stop it. What it is?
As I read from the journals on this site, people are able to control themselves for 20, 30 days or more and it looks like they have no such withdrawal effects -- hard to focus, yes, flatlining, yes, chest pressure, no. I know if I live without P for thirty days or more I'll be on my way to healing myself, but I can't stand such a long time. I can "postpone" PMO for month or 3 months, enduring pressure in my mind, but not ignore it completely for 4-5 days.
What's wrong and how to make it better?
As I read from the journals on this site, people are able to control themselves for 20, 30 days or more and it looks like they have no such withdrawal effects -- hard to focus, yes, flatlining, yes, chest pressure, no. I know if I live without P for thirty days or more I'll be on my way to healing myself, but I can't stand such a long time. I can "postpone" PMO for month or 3 months, enduring pressure in my mind, but not ignore it completely for 4-5 days.
What's wrong and how to make it better?